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what the F☆ am I doing with my life? she_her | 21 | artist | ru circus > people jax.was.right /

[anstvin]

The comic is still being drawn and new pages are being added, but for now have some doodles

If you ask "what's up with Jax?" — I projected my recent sunburn onto him XD

I'm fucking dying at my own joke about Heather

[pastelaeqy]

All I am

[anstvin]

I actually started drawing a FunnyBunny comic!

(I'm just trying things out, don't expect anything from me)

so far I'm sketching out the pages, I don't know if I should post this on Twitter specifically, since people there are unlikely to be even slightly interested in this information and this screenshot. if you have any ideas about what's going on in this frame, I assure you you're wrong in your guesses XPP

[ikimaru]

added the Jax and Pomni one and here's all of them!! 🫶

[spadelynnne]

Augh this has been sitting in my backlogs since January, glad I finally got to finish this

[anstvin]

It feels like my obsession with FunnyBunny just won't go away ٩(ˊ〇ˋ*)و

Like, haha, I've been watching all kinds of content about them for several weeks now, compilations from YouTube, and now I even have an idea for a comic (which I'll probably never actually bring to life because I'm not sure everyone would like it). Things like this are usually made to "feed" each other with the coolest content about something we like (dopamine) and it starts inspiring you to create something like that yourself further.

And precisely because I'd be doing it mostly NOT for myself - that's why I'm hesitating.

[anstvin]

I can't explain this art…

[anstvin]

After more than a year, I finally managed to draw something. Funnybunny brought me back to reality (and gave me an obsession that's been going on for about two weeks now)

I actually really love the circus theme, and TDAC breathed life back into me again. life that, before this, I thought I didn't even have. The feeling of despair, torment, and loneliness has started to fade. Not because I made friends, but because I'm beginning to accept that I don't need them, and that it's better this way. All my former best friends, the ones I gave my whole self to only to get a door slammed in my face in return - I don't need them anymore.

It's about time I learned how to be friends with myself.

It's really funny how my attitude toward friendship is becoming just like Jax's I'm just really tired.

[anstvin]

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