It was my 22nd birthday on the 20th n I’ll be honest, it surprises me every year to find out I’m still alive to see another birthday cake. I think I’m getting to grips with the idea that I’m not going to be the end of myself, one way or another. I’m not sure what I want to accomplish before my 23rd. Maybe more work on my mental health or more work on R&D projects at work. Maybe something smaller like building myself a proper beauty station or dressing table. I don’t even know what my New Years resolution is going to be yet, so I think I have some time to think over my priorities. I know I’d like to be more effortlessly happy in the next year, I’m just not sure what steps I need to take to achieve that yet - or, even, what help I’m going to need from other people in that time. I’d like to be better with people, I suppose, and be more open to advancing relationships of all kinds - professional, intimate/sexual, platonic, even maybe romantic, I don’t know. I’d like to talk to more people and meet more people. I’d like to meet more gaming people to play with - and ideally I’d like to not be anxious the entire time. Maybe that should be the biggest priority. Either way, I hope I continue to grow in the next year of my life. I hope I go to more gigs, get more hickies, make more friends, take new steps, own my potential and run with it as far as I can and for as long as I can. I hope I get to travel more and do more cultural things. I hope I don’t lose too many people along the way, but I hope those that I do lose end up in better suited company and that I meet new people to fill the gaps left behind. This wasn’t supposed to be so long or introspective, rip me. #sotd is #bday by #ikon #teamikon for uh... obvious reasons! https://www.instagram.com/p/Bqdbob8gJk3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yrudg82gnjuj
