I know you were lying with your promises
But still I like hearing them
But still it hurt when u broke them
I miss you now but I don’t really wanna tell you
Wishes you would show up at my door but then I’d be wasting my hope again
Wasting my love once more
Shouldn’t really blame you, maybe you just never need it
Tired of blaming my heart, though, for its resistance on learning
You’re always too lazy to speak so you always stab me till I’m bleed
Cause that would send your point across better
That I am the cigarette break, before you hold in your arms the prettiest thing
I understand, I do, but I play stupid and fell to your plays each time
You’re an expensive lesson I’m still going through hell trying to pay
Maybe instead of grown, you’ve turned me into somebody I don’t wanna admit
Carrying some unnecessary wound that still dyed my paper red
I don’t even like red, but I endure it just for you
Do you even know?
Or course you don’t. I make sure you never know.
Always be that girl with the content smiles and loving gaze for you
I don’t even like who I am when I’m with you
But I endure it
Cause even a slight word of complaint would send you away, and I hate waiting for you to come back
But I’m tired, can you see?
Why won’t you care?












