since i hc noli as a glitch i think especially in the earlier days they had a lot more insecurities about their body because of how blatently obvious it was that they werent a normal robloxian - well, less insecurity , more fear of being patched out . since no organs ? they are a stick . Even though they are a being made of solidified shadow void substance , still a stick . they kinda have slowly modelled themself after just other people along the way , hence why they have more human features - kinda just slowly blending into the world around them . kinda easy because of how customizable avatars are and with the safeguard n7 coded peoples eyes kinda just glaze over Noli and dont really feel the like - uncannyness that glitches usually have to be around .
Still it lingers in their mind a lot and that residual anxiety of being patched out is part of the reason why they cling to trying to obtain the voidstar , so they can have that security and safety - and have their core .
anyway n7 doesnt give two farts he wants that glitch regardless . for multiple reasons .
