Teeter Totter
You know, people tell us if we lost weight, gained weight, toned up, styled our hair or makeup, or any other "fixes" we would feel better and improve our happiness.
I can confidently say that I have always teeter totter between gaining and losing, and honestly I don't feel different either way.
Some days I feel like a voluptuous seductress and feel pride in the fact that my hips and bottom sway when I walk. And other days I feel like the scum on the inside of a sewer and don't want to leave the house. (today is a sewer day. Heh.)
It's okay to feel good about yourself, or not so good. Never dismiss your feelings on yourself because they are "trivial or silly".
Feel what you feel. Do what you need to, for you.
I wish you all the happiest of happiness :)