Based on the theory that humans are born more often than 10k years. Mel exists at the same time as the reader. The timeline is before Ken showed up (for obvious reasons).
These are quite morally questionable, as for me. It may be even uncomfortable to read. So be careful. (No NSFW, just darkish)
As you might notice, I am not a big fan of the idea of "bad guys becoming good". I always try to look at things from a different perspective, seeing how they could be with all their flaws. And the Virtues themselves are absolutely not a healthy relationship material.
— your survival is the result of his curiosity. you were meant to be used to feed the "machine", but he saw a different potential in you — a prophetic one.
— under the guise of a greater good, he is experimenting on you.
"little mortal one, I need you to drink something", he declares, rather than asks, as he brings the vessel with suspicious-looking liquid to your mouth.
and you do as he said because you don't want to risk finding out what could happen if you refuse his offer.
— he may seem courteous, modest, and harmless. however, he is responsible for the most inhumane things in the paradise lost.
— he is truly dangerous, but he is helpless in a direct confrontation. however, if you find yourself in his use... he might even be able to kill an immortal. for the sake of interest.
— he has a pragmatic approach to everything. in favour of science, he neglects morality.
— for him, you are a successful creation, although not entirely the result of his efforts.
— however, he does not consider himself a parent. you also do not see him as a member of your family. your relationship has always been rather cold. he has taught you many practical skills, but he has not nurtured your emotional intelligence, so you have to learn everything on your own.
— the thing is, you are human. a human who experiences everything for the first time. a human who craves emotions in this apathetic and rotten world.
— you try to reach out to him, but he ignores your attempts unless they are related to his field of interest.
— he doesn't talk much. if he does, it's usually to himself, mumbling under his breath. you love that part of him, but he gets uncomfortable as soon as he realizes that you're listening in.
— there's even a hint of tenderness towards you in his monologues
"no, it will lead to the denaturation of the proteins. my poor unmarked thing will not survive this"
— tactility, apart from scientific manipulation, is unacceptable to him. he's wary of accidental touch.
— oddly enough, he completely ignores your personal space and time if he needs it. he perceives you as an object of research and not as a conscious, living being with some kind of "boundaries".
— he scares you most when you are rarely, but seriously ill. it's obvious from his behaviour that he is calculating whether you will survive. further manipulations depend on the outcome — if you won't make it, then why not go all out?
— he is a stickler for science, but he also seems to accept the prophecy. he is incredibly polite to you and never doubts your words, and he does not impose his own opinions. it's as if he is unconsciously trying to ensure a place on the ark, just in case.
— the sight of your blood doesn't seem to affect him in the best way. his movements become more calculated and less considerate, although still careful. it's as if he no longer feels the need to be concerned about your comfort in these moments.
— maybe once, he was a follower of a highly moral approach to science. however, after thousands, tens of thousands of years of existence, one might get fed up with humane methods. they just don't work anymore. they do not expand the boundaries of knowledge. and the thirst for new things is only growing stronger. wouldn't one cling to the spring that's just a step away?
— there's a lot to learn about living flesh, and you come to be the only thing he can study in this field. so you have to bear the burden of being the primary source of research.
— you've learned to enjoy, cherish, and even look forward to his touch. cold, mechanical, purely exploratory, but still desirable. these are crumbs from the table of his affection, which you have learned to feed on.
— you don't know what romantic love is — you've never seen it around. you don't understand whether this is the right feeling or if it is forbidden. being so lonely in your kind, it doesn't make it easier for you to experience this strange and incomprehensible longing, as if you are missing something important... something you can't talk about with anyone.
— he knows. he notices. observing and studying is his endless life's work. he knows what he's doing. and this is also part of the experiment. which he also fell victim to but completely denies it.