Peace! Going on hiatus. 'Til I'm better. I've got some work to do.
This website has introduced me to many great people, great movies, great humor, great bands, great tv shows. I've met some very cool people on here. But I've been having some trouble lately. And a lot of it is due to the bad things I've been exposed to on this site; skinny models that make me feel bad about myself. Before I added blacklist, almost every other post on my dash was a reference to self harm, a picture of a mutilated arm. A rape story. A "reblog if you'd care if I killed myself" post. A long, depressing story about suicide. All these morbid things. Somethings that I definitely didn't want to see or read about.
Even after I blacklisted everything I wanted nothing to do with, it still somehow seemed to find me. It was unavoidable. The things I've seen on this site have toyed with my mind, one thing would lead to another and I'd wake up and immediately start crying. I know I'll get better. It's gonna take work. But I'm too... impressionable, too vulnerable to keep going on here. I'm gonna occupy myself. I'll watch different movies, I'll write, I'll spend more time with friends. But there's a whole world out there waiting for me, ready for me to stop feeling like shit. SO, I'm gonna say some personal goodbyes to some special snowflakes I've been following on here.
Kat- Best of luck with your music, your poetry, your love life. You don't deserve to get your feelings stomped on because you're a beautiful person. And thanks for getting me to start watching Degrassi ;)
Coreena- I can't just stop talking to you. Email me.
Lillian- Same thing goes for you
Amanda- It was nice exchanging music! Thanks for being a cyber buddy. Don't forget that you're beautiful. Give a bitch stitches if she says otherwise.
Gabbi- Thanks sooo much for identifying movies for me. It was wicked helpful, you have no idea.
temporary-problemss (I don't know your name)- Happy birthday! And you've helped me so much just by posting stuff. Seriously. I have a page on my blog that says "good" or something (it's my tagged/relax) and half of those posts are your reblogged ones. SO thanks :)
uncorazondebombo- I don't speak Spanish but translating the stuff you post makes me see all these deep poems and stuff. You're cool.
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