#teripharaoh

[teripharaoh]

She Taste Like

She taste Like sweet time and patience

Good morning Love & night love making

Honey coated sweet tooth & full course meal the way she plated soul food does the body good the way she makes it everytime she looks at me I feel naked

She taste like ambition seasoned with Adventure everyday with her is never boring

I taste her passion fruit for life that apple tree was a key source of her light the way that woman loves herself is they way she can love you if you plant the seeds of intention in the right soil just right

You may be blessed to live a life & find out what she tasted like

She taste like don’t play me don’t waste my time because she is more than a joy ride that thrill is the kinda pressure that sits in the pit of your stomach like a full belly the kinda attention that breaks you down & rebuilds whole the kinda warmth that feels like home oh you love they way she taste like

She taste like emotions wrapped in communication & vibrations the kinda woman that holds you up marinated in elevation

She taste like bliss peace could learn a few lessons the way this woman carries herself she taste like a bowl full of intelligence baked in elegance for the riches palette

She taste like love flavored in unconditional she taste like dreams spilling over my full cup this is glory for the taste buds the tip of my tongue praising she taste like everlasting guidance taste like nurturing taste like responsibility in a soufflé of accountability

She taste like understanding in a soup of sympathy the aroma of boundaries filling your nose she taste like no judgment on spoon full of safety paired with a expensive bottle of embrace if you live your life right you’ll meet a woman & I promise if she’s for you you’ll love what she taste like

She taste like timeless heaven mixed in sweet nectar of hopes she taste forgiveness burned over a fire

I could never have enough or be satisfied because of what she tasted like

-Teripharaoh

[teripharaoh]

Sometimes pain doesn’t go away

it sticks to the side of your rib cage

sometimes it doesn’t make you stronger it still hurts without end

you just learn to wear it better than the day before

[teripharaoh]

i wished

Sometimes I wished god maybe even the gods of the universe would come down and fix my head maybe they are responsible for their own little part

Wish the angelic man I laughed with & called friend would be my love cause he’s one of the good ones

Then I wish the demon of a man I call lover that lays in my bed would go away but wishing he’d leave & wanted him to leave are different feelings entirely

I wish I could love that angelic man

But I don’t want to love him

I wish I didn’t love that demon of a man

But I don’t wanna stop loving him

Think we as people know what’s good for us but everything that’s good for us doesn’t always feel good doesn’t make me feel like I’m living on the edge with seconds left and being with somebody who brings the worst out of u maybe fun for now but that everlasting feeling of danger with no downtime of security & safety will be ur end

Wish I cud makeup up mind wish the gods would intervene and fix the parts that are clearly missing & or broken

[teripharaoh]

Your body’s your own to love

[teripharaoh]

To the man I’ve yet to love

To the man I've yet to meet and love I miss you The world can be a isolating place and I often wish we by Chance be in the same space right moment and love just happens so I'll have my own safe place that's more than protected by my own defense that the hug I receive is more than just the heavy blanket that cuddles me to bed & the support I feel is more than my own ambition but of one with admiration & respect to the man I’ve yet to love

[teripharaoh]

Hear me

I never sleep cuz I hate waking up sweaty & screaming thats me at war with my all demons I got these bags under my eyes & my eye on the money dnt ask me to hold something cus I’m gone look at you funny

Did you hear me calling did you fix my problems did you heal my pain did you help me stop it I needed someone to talk too any body just to listen I had that tool in my hand & I was full of that conviction my anxiety feeding into all of my depression real badly I thought maybe less of me was probably better for the family

Then a sound in my head like a gun it went off

Said not everybody in your corner but don’t take it as a loss get back on my bullshit ain’t no such thing as you quitting put heat on em make it bleed on em ain’t no standing up we gone lean on em till it’s off my chest i need that outta body experience before I can rest

Did you hear me calling did you fix my problems did you heal my pain did you help me stop it ain’t no more reaching out & asking how I been so fuck you & fuck them ain’t nun of y’all prove to be friends whn I was stuck n the dirt wouldn’t even leaned a nigga a shovel crazy how the people who claim to love you be the first to pray for your struggle

[teripharaoh]

I was only a chapter in your book of love stories to be told

And you were……..

The library to mine a love story of endless pages I often read

[teripharaoh]

We all have that one somebody

That sits in the back of our minds

Where we’re all curious to know

what it feels like to be loved by them

And what it would feel like to love them back