i wished
Sometimes I wished god maybe even the gods of the universe would come down and fix my head maybe they are responsible for their own little part
Wish the angelic man I laughed with & called friend would be my love cause he’s one of the good ones
Then I wish the demon of a man I call lover that lays in my bed would go away but wishing he’d leave & wanted him to leave are different feelings entirely
I wish I could love that angelic man
But I don’t want to love him
I wish I didn’t love that demon of a man
But I don’t wanna stop loving him
Think we as people know what’s good for us but everything that’s good for us doesn’t always feel good doesn’t make me feel like I’m living on the edge with seconds left and being with somebody who brings the worst out of u maybe fun for now but that everlasting feeling of danger with no downtime of security & safety will be ur end
Wish I cud makeup up mind wish the gods would intervene and fix the parts that are clearly missing & or broken










