Apr 28, 2019
ไม่ได้เข้ามานานตึกใหม่เสร็จแล้ว #TETET #KMUTT (at มหาวิทยาลัยเทคโนโลยีพระจอมเกล้าธนบุรี) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwx5ZSgluy3XcflZk-wdZPZv9xxnNzqM9zvGnw0/?igshid=fh9rkoofnvp8
seen from Ukraine
seen from China
seen from Japan
seen from United States
seen from Japan
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Türkiye
seen from Australia
seen from Russia
seen from Japan
seen from China
seen from Japan
seen from Belgium
seen from Poland
seen from United States
seen from Italy
seen from Hong Kong SAR China
seen from Russia
seen from Türkiye
ไม่ได้เข้ามานานตึกใหม่เสร็จแล้ว #TETET #KMUTT (at มหาวิทยาลัยเทคโนโลยีพระจอมเกล้าธนบุรี) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwx5ZSgluy3XcflZk-wdZPZv9xxnNzqM9zvGnw0/?igshid=fh9rkoofnvp8
nightmares
Last night I had a nightmare of an earthquake, flash flood, and a volcano erupting. I was running with my family but we survived it. Tet was with me and my tiya. We settled down in a random house (which turned out to be our house because fuck weird dreams man). It was okay, but suddenly I couldn’t find my sister - I was panicking because I don’t want to lose her. And then I woke up - sweating and crying - at the same time I realized I already lost her.
I always wake up at dawn feeling like I lost something very important. I was fine for almost a year now, but the dreams are coming back. The thought of my late sister - and the pain of losing her - are coming back.
I need to reconfigure myself. I can’t live like this every time someone leaves me.