Aug 2
you know i genuinely did want to make a lot of attacks this year but too bad depression made the month of july feel like 12 days and by the time i felt like a remotely functional human being it was over already. why does this happen EVERY YEAR
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you know i genuinely did want to make a lot of attacks this year but too bad depression made the month of july feel like 12 days and by the time i felt like a remotely functional human being it was over already. why does this happen EVERY YEAR
i honestly promises myself i would literally never look at fom fan content and especially ryis fan content because i just knew that scrolling through his tag would also inevitably yield shit i do not wanna see but i was feeling so exceptionally bad today i had to pull it out like its my ace in the hole
i do love how soundcloud is totally ad free but such a big fucking downside is the "not available in your country" thing. i really dont get why this has to exist. i just spent like two hours manually remaking my TJ playlist and its not even turning out that good because 99% of them are either covers or slowed + reverb or sped up or starts at 30 seconds or some shit
insane that my immediate reaction whenever i see a new person in the fandom is to block them at the first sign of quincy favoritism. i can see it a mile away now
either people draw TJs hair so untextured it could easily be mistaken for straight hair or people draw TJs hair so thin it could easily be mistaken for straight hair
its always so easy for me to forget that its really not normal to think of myself as if im a fictional character and my life as if its a narrative driven story with symbolism and foreshadowing. like i unironically forget its really bad to put the literal definition of unrealistic expectations of myself
the main app you use just being youtube is crazy because you go on tumblr to see posts from and talk to very likeminded people and you go on youtube and see one hundred thousand million people who still think racism is just an opinion and youre the rude one for telling people how to think
something i think a lot of white people still dont get is that dealing with quiet bigotry or situations especially between friends where there might be more nuanced involved that might prevent the story from being a simple one with an obvious victim is so infinitely more stressful for poc than dealing with shamelessly loud racists in my opinion because since you technically have fault too if you were to speak about it even to people closest to you those imperfections you displayed can still be used to disregard the faults of your white friend and youre better off not saying anything as a result