So many awful things happening all around the world and I’m concerned.
Not about the terrible things cropping up everywhere, but about myself. I know it seems selfish, but I don’t think I can care anymore. I’m not sure I have any care left in me. I hear about the coup in Myranmar and I feel nothing. I see the news about the record low temps in the states, how people have no way to protect themselves from the harsh and inclumate weather they have never experienced before, and all I can seem to muster is an apathetic shrug.
The truly sh*tyy part is that I usually care. I have always been VERY passionate about the state of the world, for fair means or foul, but I just can’t seem to muster a reaction to the newest round of horrific, unprecedented events. It’s like I’ve cared so much before that I have nothing left over for anything new. Which is not what I want. I WANT to care. I WANT to give a sh*t. I want to WANT to help. But I just can’t seem to muster the energy....