I've got a stress hangover from yesterday where the anxiety hasn't dissipated yet ;__;

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I've got a stress hangover from yesterday where the anxiety hasn't dissipated yet ;__;
idk how much longer i can keep going through the same tired old cycle of sadness, boredom, rage, and loneliness. every time i think I'm finally fine, it starts all over again.
gay ppl in horror gotta be my favourite genre
the less of my face you can see the more im willing to post the picture
"Why do we have to pay someone just for them to write us a story?"
Listen here, bitch.
I guess you wouldn't mind staying up for endless hours, drinking that bitter yet sweet caffeine just so you can come up with something that can be pleasing to your client. I guess you wouldn't mind not resting your eyes and fingers because you're told to to type 24,000+ words and proofread it as well (and boy let me tell you how many tabs you have to use just for two grammar lessons. Also, you don't proofread once. You do it endlessly until you're finally satisfied). And I guess you wouldn't mind forcing yourselves to squeeze your head, even if it's at its limit, just to think of something that can blend well with the story. You wouldn't mind dealing with the thousand of plot bunnies that want to make it to that novel only they can't because it's not what the client has requested, would you? What about a sudden writer's block in the middle of your work when the deadline is tomorrow, hmm?
Writers are just like artists. We struggle and push ourselves just to create something that can satisfy our readers. And if you think that our efforts are not worth your money, then fuck you. Try being in our place. I dare you.
Just because it doesn't require you to color or draw doesn't mean it ain't art.
And this goes for researchers, photographers, composers, those who mix music just for a song cover to be perfect, singers, and photo editors too.
do you ever have a crippling urge to call someone on the phone just because you want to hear their voice
except you stop yourself and are left questioning if it’s a weird thing to want
so you just kinda exist with this desire in the pit of your stomach
until it becomes unbearable and there’s nothing left to do but allow yourself to want and want until it hopefully passes
except the feeling never goes away
i’m throwing this out into the universe because i want to talk to you
but i don’t know how to reach you
and i’m not sure if i ever will
Hitman Reborn is a fanfic in itself.
if i had a nickel for everytime i had my heart broken by a show about gay pirates...i'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice!