Imminent Temptation
Word Total: 1885
Request: can i please request something like : reader is hux's childhood friend,who was really close to him (mb some childish feelings ) ,but they got separated after some dark side force users find out that reader is force user too. and they meet later when knights of ren show up. after all reader and kylo become closer during the training. and reader is confused about two people who is important to her .
Pairing: General Hux x Reader x Kylo Ren
The vast darkness of the space didn’t compare to the one you felt once the dark force occupied your entire soul. Every crevice that composed it— was simply void of light. Everything seemed dulled, mundane; insufficient there was nothing that filled that hollow of what was left of your soul. The only thing that kept you going was the small piece of paper embedded, hidden on your, black sleeve.
We´ll conquer the universe
-AH
Every detail was engraved on the back of your mind, from the small indents of time to the crevices from folding it numerous times— the black ink started to fade away, with time white was replaced with beige. Disintegrating paper— it was the only tangible object, which told you that once there was a little happy girl running on the meadows hastily through the tall grass in a spring day. Giggling as a boy with red hair and blue eyes run behind you, the sky was blue and the breeze caressed your hot and sweaty skin.
If only you could go back in time—
“Knight”
“Yes?”
“The Supreme Leader wants to see you”
“I’ll be on my way”
Being a Knight of Ren was not an easy task, from impregnating fear to merciless assassinations; after all, everything was permitted. The First Order was a priority, along with the map that the Supreme Leader Snoke so desire. Snoke went to extremes to get it, use you. An inexperienced force user, an undesired apprentice and so many names that the Master of the Knights of Ren called you— Kylo Ren, at first he hated you with passion; boasting that he came from a higher hierarchy of users of the force.
Kylo and you were just teenagers when you first met. Hatred was the first thing you felt; his brown eyes stared at you with pure disdain. You were standing beside a Stormtrooper as the hologram of the Supreme Leader proclaimed you were a descendant of the Jedi.
At first, he called you names, derogative names. You had no other choice than to follow his commands, teachings, morals, and rules… your father was a Commander even before the First Order arose from the ashes of the Empire. Your mother had disappeared after giving birth. Your father proclaimed she had died, but something told you she was alive. Somewhere, far away— you were raised only to follow and not to lead. That’s what your father proclaimed, there was no other way.
The First Order was first even before your own life.
Unorthodox, you called your relationship with Kylo Ren. Whether was discovering his shrine with the decapitating head of his grandfather or rather that both of you could use the force. He tolerated you, Kylo had said one day when a couple of death Stormtroopers adorned the destroyed control room.
You walked behind Kylo, descending down the platform. An asymmetrical silver and black mask covered your face. You were robes similar to his, except that it accentuated your feminine form. You stood behind as he talked to an old man, held by two Stormtroopers. “Look how old you’ve become,” Kylo said, his voice distorted by the device on the mask.
“Something far worse has happened to you”
The old man responded you flinched under your mask. Kylo Ren never took insults very kindly. Or even compliments. The man was unpredictable as a storm. “You know what I come for”
The Map to Skywalker, why would a man that retrieve into seclusion; left a clue of his whereabouts. When simply he could disappear, the universe was vast and infinite, was it not?
You shook out of your reverie when something blue appeared in your peripheral vision. “Bad idea” you pulled the man by his leather brown jacket, his eyes moved towards the immobilized blue beam of his blaster. You stood in front of Kylo and kicked the man hard behind the knees. The old man laid dead just a couple of meters behind you.
“Your girlfriend is kind of kinky isn’t she?” You rolled your eyes under the mask and kicked him again; he grunted and looked up at you “What? Matching outfits, I mean—”
Kylo kneeled in front of the man and tilted his head to scrutinize him, the man with the brown leather jacket. “...Do I talk first or you talk first? I talk first?”
“The old men gave it to you” Kylo proclaimed
“It’s very hard to understand you with all the apparatus—”
“Search him”
You picked him by the leather jacket again and started to revise his body for the indication of the map. “This is kind of hot, you—”
“He has nothing, Master Ren” You said in a monotone voice, a smirk grew on your face. “Can I kill him, now?”
“No, put him on board” You rolled your eyes as two Stormtroopers took the man and walked towards the ship.
You walked behind the man and the two Stormtroopers, Captain Phasma walked towards Kylo. Blasters went off; you bit your lip trying to ignore the massacre behind you. “You’re despicable,” the man said then he added: “Both of you”
“I know,” You said as you put the handcuffs on the man’s wrists, deliberately tightened them. “It’s my job”
“You’re very kinky” The man smirked at you ignoring him you walked away. “You should I least buy me dinner first!”
You took the man by his elbow and walked towards the hangar of the Destroyer. “I can walk,” the man said tugging his arm but you had a hard grip on his elbow. “Take him to the cells” you commanded to one of the Stormtroopers.
You stood in the shadows as Kylo interrogated the man, Poe Dameron the best pilot of the Resistance. Being inside his mind was uncomfortable to say at least. You were not very good at the force at your advantage, you had been trained to be an assassin, not an intelligence agent. “Comfortable?” Kylo questioned, you raised your head to look at Poe.
“She gives the worst messages,” Poe said looking at your direction with a smirk. “I am still sore,” he added cheekily looking back at Kylo.
“What did you do with the map?”
“You might want to rethink your technique”
You wanted to rub your head, but that meant removing your helmet. Impossible at the moment, torture was not your forte at all. Poe started to scream if you couldn’t extract the information Kylo could. “Was is it that difficult?”
You looked down the floor as Kylo and you walked out of the small torture room. “The map is in, a droid, a BB-8 unit,” Kylo said, you almost crashed into him.
“If it is in Jakku, we’ll soon have it” That voice, sounded familiar, somehow. It can’t be, he was─ blue eyes, red hair… it was him. A smile appeared on your face, Armitage was alive.
“L/N”
You looked up to see Kylo standing a few meters in front of you. “Move”
“Yes, Master Ren”
You lurked in the shadows, was it a bad idea to talk to him. Maybe he had already forgotten about you. It had been ten years, he was taken away by his father. His and your father were in not very good terms after the fall of the Empire. “What are you doing here?”
You whipped around to see him, his eyes were narrowed. “I ask─”
“It’s me, Y/N”
You huffed as a hand landed on your throat and your feet barely grazed the black floor. “Y/N, is dead. Now, talk”
“I─” his grip on your throat tightened. “Trying, your… hand” you gasped trying to talk. Armitage said nothing losing his grip but not letting go of you her neck. “My sleeve” he scrunched his nose and glared at her. “A note”
“Your senile if you think─”
“We’ll conquer the universe”
You stared at his blue eyes, “What are you doing here?” Armitage took a step back. “This is not a place for someone like you,” he said putting his hands behind his back. His eyes were cold, his lips were in a tight line. You felt it, he was constraining himself but from what?
“Not the place? I am Knight of Ren, I kill─”
“With that fool of Ren. No wonder, you’re still imprudent.” Harshly you removed your monochromatic mask and glared at him. His blue eyes widen as he analyzed your face.
“Here, I don’t need it” You pulled the small piece of paper and pushed it against his chest. Armitage looked down at the small folded piece of paper, she felt a pull on her soul. What was that? “I thought we were friends. I was wrong” you looked up at him, his face was blank. But deep down you felt something, what was it?
“We were foolish children, Y/N” Armitage took the piece of paper out of her grasp and tore it apart. “Idiotic, you keep this piece of paper for so long. You need to go, forget about it. We are no longer nothing” Armitage took a sharp turned and walked away. You stood there motionless looking at the pieces of the note.
“Oh!”
You looked up and saw a Stormtrooper walking with Poe. “What are you doing?”
“You’re really beautiful,” Poe said winking at you, a rush of heat raised from your neck. “Red suits you better than black”
Y/N looked down at her mask and quickly put in on. “I asked, what are you doing, soldier?”
“I─”
“Where are you taking the prisoner?” You asked taking tentative steps towards them.
“We─ I mean I─”
“We were trying to escape, now if you excuse us, princess.” Poe raised the blaster towards her direction. “Don’t take it personally” You rolled your eyes and raised your hand, the blaster landed on your feet. “What? Wo─”
You touched your neck as something pierced your skin. You kneeled as your body felt heavy. “You should never leave your torturing devices” Poe kneeled in front of you, you held your neck. “Obedient serum, really? The First Order has very─”
“We need to go” The Stormtrooper hissed at Poe. You glared at the man. “Come on, let’s go”
“You’re coming with us,” Poe said and your body moved on its own accord
“You so─”
“Ah, don’t talk” Your mouth shut immediately, you wanted to open your mouth but it was futile. Poe smirked as you did what he told you.
“Are you trying to getting us killed? She is a Knight of Ren. Are you insane?” The Stormtroopers hissed as you walked holding Poe by the other elbow. “Calm down, calm down”
“I am calm” Poe responded looking at the soldier.
“I was talking to me,” The Stormtrooper responded glancing fearfully towards you. “I am sorry, this it was not my idea. Killed him”
“Hey!”
Uncomfortably you sat in the small tight space of the TIE Fighter. “We could’ve just leave her”
“Just focus, I need to find how to─ I got it”
You were trapped in your own mind as the two men pilot the small TIE Fighter. You were going to kill both of them once the serum faded away. Black dots started to appear on your peripheral vision, something hot and liquid ran down your head. “Hey, don’t close your eyes. Listen to─”