I have never been good with words, but you have started fires within me and every words has been dying to come pouring out.
For the past month or so all I haven been able to say is “this is different”.
To you this girl you are getting to know is probably who I’ve always been. But for me I’m getting to know this girl I have become right along with you.
This is different because I am different, because you are different.
It has felt like everything in my life has happened the way it has because the world was preparing me for you. You constantly ask me how I’ve been with past lovers, or how I have handled certain situations.
And I think about who I have been before you and I can't ever imagine playing all those games with you.
You aren't a girl that is saving me.
I don't need you to change me.
You don't tell me you see the potential of the person I could be once I figure myself out.
You aren't a girl that repeatedly tells me I'm broken or that you hope I find my way.
You are the girl that values how much it took for me to get here.
You are the girl that understands bad decisions don't make a bad person.
You are the girl that makes my heart pound out of my chest without even trying.
You are the girl that stays up all night with me.
You are the girl that sees all my flaws and helps me accept them.
You are the girl that keeps showing me new ways to love.
You are the girl that I’m completely falling for.
You are the girl that takes me to see stars when we aren't ready to say goodnight.
Its almost midnight and I should be studying, and I should be letting you study too.
But god damn I’m surprise you can't hear how loud my thoughts are about you right now.
My mind, is screaming to tell you how I can't imagine a life without you now.
I swear I’m not a poet, but everything I feel for you makes me wish I was.