Dec 22, 2024
me spending days on tumblr.com saying things like ohhhh i love how elena loves nino and then when lila loves nino? unacceptable. ridiculous. annoying. get this away from me immediately.
#and the key element is that the situation itself is identical i mean getting together with that evil man under similar circumstances#it's that inexplicable moment where a little gesture or one description stabs you directly in the chest and you feel like#the pages are happening to you again#THE BODY REMEMBERS!!! it's a gut reaction.#the terrible thing here is both elena and lila think the other one is better at loving#i catch myself thinking ohh i wish i could love the way elena greco loves#meanwhile elena greco thinks she's the devil incarnate#the same goes for lila#there's something extremely devastating about that :/ like you're telling me all women#are made to believe they are lacking in something by default. no matter how different we are#that message reaches us somehow...#ferranteposting#letters from stephanie*