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I only have three ships.

#destiel #swanqueen #harlivy

Idk what that says about me.

Im working on finishing both of those series right now and even though I know my ships are unlikely I still love them and their shows.

And Harlivy is a classic that I loved before I knew of shipping.

(If you know what this says about me please tell me. Even if it is anonymously)

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Finally created a new blog... I couldn’t get into my old one unfortunately :/

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My girlfriend was flexing today standing up while I laid in bed. I flinched cause her hands were balled in fists and from my angle it was a gut reaction. I explained to her it wasn't cause of her, she has never laid a hand on me and I trust that to continue in the future. Its my issues from my past. But she was still really bothered by it. I saw it in her eyes. I still feel horrible about it. Any advice? cause I have no idea where to go from here.

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The most…. Confusing (for lack of a better word) thing in my life is the fact that my girlfriend at one point loved me but because she had a seizure (way worse than usual) shortly (hour or two) after telling me and then two more within the about 30 hours or so she didn’t remember telling me.

So I’ve drawn three conclusions:

She doesn’t remember telling me but still does love me but is scare to tell me.

She no longer loves me cause the seizures took memories of us away and those feelings.

She remembers and just wanted an out to take it back (not very likely but like a 1% of being possible according to my crazy brain).

Either way I think the best way to deal is to not hold her to it. Like we reset to before she told me. Just deep like.

My question is: if you told your partner that you loved them and something cause you to not remember or feel that way anymore would you want to be told of the forgotten memory or not?

Telling her things she forgot often makes her sad. Like she couldn’t remember our first date once and it depressed her cause it was her first official “someone else picks her up, takes her some place nice and they pay” date

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So my girl has seizures. She recently had one and lost the memory of meeting my brother. Now she's worried that when my family (well my brother since he's the only one that knows) finds out about her seizures that they won't "approve" and I said immediately, "baby it's my life and my choices. I want to be with you. They can go fuck themselves if they think them "not approving" will affect how I feel about you." But she got upset since she's lost almost all of her family (except her brother) and doesn't want to cause a rift cause she values family very much. I'm not sure how else I can console her worry on this.

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Relationship advice anyone?

What’s it mean when a girl asks you, “You’re not my bills are you?” But isn’t apparently talking about actual bills… What does it mean? She said to drop it and that I didn’t understand so I did but I’m still really confused what she was asking me in the first place. Does anyone have any ideas what she meant? Also I'm not with her for money since we're both broke which is what I initially thought. (I would just ask her but she asked to drop it and I don’t want to push it).

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I saw a post and it had like 20 things to add to your resume if it looks blank.

If anyone knows what I'm talking about can you tag me or something to the post. I've seen it floating around tumblr and even ifunny and tagged it but can't find it. Please and thank you.

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I read this article on how to have a relationship with someone who is a child of an alcoholic. In the article it had a link to a list of traits that most children of alcoholics have. And I read them and sorta began to tear up. Some of them I don't have but a lot I do and it somehow made me feel like a screw up and also made me feel better cause at least I know that they aren't all me.