Dec 22, 2014
I'm so thankful that I can be of help to you without actually doing anything. It's unfortunate that I can't actively do things for you when you need help.
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I'm so thankful that I can be of help to you without actually doing anything. It's unfortunate that I can't actively do things for you when you need help.
If I had just looked...
Such a ridiculous timing. I missed it and it tears me apart that I did. What did you say? I want to know.
I wonder
I wonder if you saw that very last post.
16.12.14
Why am I up.
Maybe I should have put more thought into it before deciding.
I feel so anxious about the whole thing, because I was the one helping out with his girl problem. I don’t doubt that he’s amazingly sweet, caring, considerate, kind, romantic, supportive, understanding, etc, but…. Maybe I’m just being jealous because I’ve seen him be this way with her not even a couple months ago. … I just miss talking to him. 24/7 with him doesn’t seem enough. I hate how dependent and attached I am; it’s scaring me.
Maybe I wasn’t even ready for this. Maybe I’m just not the casual type of person, because obviously I’m overthinking everything now. Oh god I’m fucking going against everything I told him about it being casual by having these thoughts. LOL I’m a fucking loser.
Maybe I’m just so emotionally unstable right now that it was not a good idea. I thought I was over everything that had happened, but I see myself going back to it even though if I actually had the opportunity to go back , I wouldn’t. Idk this will harm or help my needs.