I think sometimes....
...that I want to be sad ...that I want to be lonely Because there is an emptiness inside and I can't fill it. There's a pocket of sadness that I'm not feeling and maybe I I need to feel that sadness permanently. ...maybe it's just part of the human condition ...maybe I just got really screwed up as a kid ...maybe I need that sadness to feel like me, because it's what I have always felt. I think sometimes that I shouldn't think.













