#the boif

[hartwinorlose]

me, slowly leaning in to kiss my boyfriend: Oh no! Captain! I'm on a collision course with a foreign body!

my boyfriend, leaning in to kiss me faster: No survivors >:D

[hartwinorlose]

my boyfriend has a voice for radio and a face for modeling and i think that’s very cash money of him

[co0la]

@rllyrichard So--My Overwatch did a thing and I couldn’t see anything at all. Just D.Va and her mech while the boif speaks.

[seizethenamjas]

We talked for over 2 hours last night. He didn't want to wait until Friday and said he missed my voice. So he called. 

We actually talked about almost everything. We have laid out a plan for the near and far future that is logical and reasonable. Me going there him coming here and how things can work like that. 

At one point I asked him directly if he was wanting to break up, because he had been kind of skirting that question and he said: I may not have had a lot of relationship experience compared to other people,  but I know that when I am with you we match each other really well. We have harmony together and I think that we are good for each other. I would never want to give that up.

But guys. Thank you so much for letting me have the time and space to process everything. I said it before but I do appreciate everyone who sent messages. This process with the boy is no where near done, we have a lot of life ahead of us. Also I am an incredibly emotional person *eye roll* so it's bound to be a fun ride. 

Anyways. We have a starting point and we are moving forward. 

I love this kid.

p.s. This wasn't an easy butterflies and rainbows conversation. We didn't just fall into "omg i missed you so much never ever leave love forever" or the after fight honeymoon. It wasn't an easy conversation. It was long and draining but so much progress and communication. And i understood more where he was coming from and where I was as well. 

I know I have wrapped this up really neatly into 1 post, but I promise that I did right by myself and him haha. I love him and myself. I respect him and I respect myself :) So it was a really honouring conversation. 

[incorporealbunny]

Reasons I love the boy: He sends me the trailer for the Minions movie coming out because he knows they're my life.

[seizethenamjas]

Sleeping adventures again!

This time I was a terrible bed mate (the way it usually is). Well I suppose it was a shared effort. Anyways. I don't sleep well when I am sick. I am a very light sleeper. I currently and sporting a serious head cold that is moving into the chest, so the slightest anything woke me up. Around the golden hour of 2am again, the boyfriend pulled down the blankets and like, I don't even know, stuck one leg out on top. By doing this he took all blankets off of me and locked them down there so I couldn't even pull them back up. Or so he thought. I yanked them up and caused his leg to scissor up and him to bend like he had never bent before. 

I am the worst. 

So he adjusts but ends up sitting up and going out to the couch to sleep. I think he's just washrooming but he doesn't come back. So out I go to the washroom, see him on the couch and then am all "NOPE NO no not no. We only have 5 nights together, we must share a bed!" 

And then I just grabbed his blanket and said "we will share a bed but have our own blankets!" and then slept the rest of the night in peace. 

Siiighh.. 4 days .. 3 days? I dunno. Friday the tool leaves. TT

[seizethenamjas]

Boif talks.

"Before you asked me to date you I was preparing myself to leave you."

"I knew that. I could tell."

"I don't think I really settled into what we had until a little while ago, because I was afraid that you would change your mind or something. I was waiting for you to decide you didn't really want this and peace."

"I am lucky to have you." 

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"I talked with my family and I asked if I could come back to Vancouver in my winter break. My Father says that I can."

- cries in a restaurant while trying not to-

"Wow! This food is spicy right?! How did you get Kimchi in your eye?"

"Hahaha - I know right, damn Kimchi!"

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"Your eyes are perfect, Your lips are perfect, your noes is perfect... what is wrong with your face??"

"Shut up."

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- rubs belly after eating samkyupsal -

"Are you really full?"

"Yup Look!!"

"It's sticking out! Hahaha!"

"Yup it's a .... pork belly! *loses his shit*"

"You're amazing.."

[seizethenamjas]

100 Days

I said to the Boif the other day "Oh wow! it's almost our 3 months, and then our 100 days!:

He said he had realized it too a couple of days ago and calculated our 100 days. 

But neither of us have talked about what the date actually is. And I don't know why but I feel awkward being like ... hey.. so which day is our 100 days? Like I failed on our end of the calculations haha.

 It is either the 16th or the 17th of june....  but I just tried to do math and it said the 15th.

This is seriously a little bit stressful.

So - March 8th.

When is my 100 days?