I remember this feeling very vividly... the feeling of an alien space, no bearings or compass points, no landmarks to guide me.
I have a young family, and I was so determined going in to chemo that I was going to face it head on. I’m sure part of that was due to complete ignorance and lack of understanding of what I was about to experience.
It is also important to understand that I never could have faced up to this if I really was alone. My wonderfully lady, our beautiful daughters, all of our friends and family... they all lent me strength and each other strength.











