#the clingtons

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[plsbyallmeans]

Sorry for the lack of updates. To say, I really miss my old self, but I've been busy with real life lately. It's my fault because I have tendency to be excited with opportunities so I've gotten myself tied up to several commitments. I've doing my full time and part time job, I am the President of our Toastmasters Club (it's an international recognized public speaking/leadership club). I also volunteered to campaign for this potential Presidential candidate for Philippines (and I know I have to do my part to save my country from this trying hard dictator) that every commitment sucks the life out of me. 😅

What I have learned is that I am no longer like my 20's and that my energy is also just as limited. I just found myself exhausted that after the things that I do for those activities (and they are very demanding), and all I want to do is to lie down on my bed and sleep. I miss the days that I would hunt for any Billary content. HAHA I remember that an Anon even asked me if I even sleep, because that's how committed I am to this fandom.

And that's how committed I am to the things I've tied myself to.

I realize that my age now (wow, I am speaking like as if I am 50 years old, I am on my 30's) I have to select the activities that I really value because my energy is limited (not just my time), but once I am done with some of them, I'll be more careful next time choosing where to exhaust my energy.

So apologies on my lack of updates or thereof, but I am still around. I will still post to the best of my ability, but perhaps really just in a slow pace. I'll be chilling at the back (just like Bill and Hillary here in this picture) and read updates from others (who by the way are still very active - or please join the Clinton Community chat as everyone updates everyone there).

I miss you, and I miss us.

PS: I still have three fanfics that I want to write and I have tons of fanfics to read. Please support the fanfic writers if you can. I wish I could but I couldn't atm. I couldn't even read my books. 😭

[plsbyallmeans]

Dear, Friend.

hah, by the time this gets published I'm probably already asleep. anyway, I hope you are all fine. I'm just so damn tired and I just want to say "hello" to you all like a good old friend.

anyway, work has been crazy. but good. crazy good. I hope your work is okay or your school is fine. I currently have 13 projects. i think it's more than I can juggle but I don't know I haven't reached the point that I want to tap out.

sometimes I just don't know my limit.

anyway, yeah, I feel like I've been a sluggish in getting news or updates about the Clintons. That's all on me. I just lost the habit of tracking them on the 'net because I am stanning too many celebrities at the moment. But I try. 🙃😆

There's also the lack of activities on their end (or perhaps I am just not informed? hahaha). I think we are only waiting for their upcoming podcast, documentary that Hillary seems involved in, and whatever Hiddenlight will produce. Not sure if they have any other activities on their pipeline.

I kind of missed the good old days, but also happy that they are no longer being dragged by anyone. They seem happy wherever they are. The deserve this... this peace.

Also, I'll make a commitment to update Moonlight every week. HAHAHA. I KNOW, I KNOW, I THINK THE READERS HAVE ALREADY FLUNG OUT OF SPACE (Carol quote, lmao) BUT I STILL LOVE WRITING ABOUT THEM! 😆😆😆😆

in fact, I'll continue the Part 2 of Leave It All Behind after this. 😆😆😆🙃🙃🙃. I know, I am indefatigable. Heck, I write for nonexistent fandom soooo this is a walk in a park... besides,writing is still writing. 🥰😍😘

Anyway, that's all. I miss Bill and Hillary, and most of all, you guys. I miss the noise. The occasional disagreements. The dread of bad news and all the chaotic episodes that we had.

That's all. I hope all of you are all fine wherever you are. 💖

Your friend, hael.

[plsbyallmeans]

Hillary chuckled, "Checking out on me?" Bill stopped walking and turned to her, his hands in his pockets. "Well, I have to know everything about the opposition." "Now, I wonder if being friendly with you is wise." 

— Leave it all behind, Chap 6

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CNN’s First Ladies

I am worried that the CNN’s First Ladies - will not be aired in my country. hahaha! But I am keeping my hopes up. It will be shown 10AM - Monday for me. I hope you guys can catch it too!

Or I hope that the CNN uploads them. They also featured Clinton Administration before but dang it never went up!

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How are you all dealing with RBG's death? I've been spacing out earlier. It's still quite difficult to accept it. I hate that the GOP and Trump will take her passing as another opportunity. It's like losing again.

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I am so tired my friends. I hope all of you have a great Monday! 😴

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Ugh, not really having a good day. I'll be sleeping soon. I hope you guys have a better one than me.