#the kook

[tetragonia]

[bluelikeatardis]

trying

from the bottom of my sour soul i’m making an affort not to break

i refrain from getting mad, and it sometimes doen’t work 

because the world is too outrageos; but 

i keep on trying to be sane. 

 right now, i’m listening to some guy’s melancholic voice

drinking my beer in the wrong cup

creating for myself an atsmosphere where i’m not outshined

or at least where i’m not judged for not being

at the bottom of each bottle there’s a word of advice

which i choose not to pay attention

because there are more than one truth, 

and it’s certainly not theirs. 

i keep on commiting the same old crimes

those which i’m not a villain, i’m a mere passanger

or at least is what my fantasy allow me to see, such a pretty little bubble

-waitress, please one more; i don’t have a household to return to. 

in my wonderings i stablish that i need to stop

my liver won’t take forever to stop, my mind soon will be no longer working

but if i were self-aware, if only i were contient and happy about myself i wouldn’t be here now, would i? 

so keep on playing that sadistic tune, it’s just the right tone for me. 

i can’t thing of bigger warnings in life than mind ‘black-outs’ 

like the one i had yesterday; does that mean that i’m losing control? 

all over again, drifting through voids of silence and unrewarded loyalty

smiling and fucking whomever throws a bone

because there’s no time to decide, there’s much to live 

and the life isn’t holy anymore 

at least no mine, no more. 

so i embrace the vile pleasures of lust. (lust for sadness)

“i’m trying my best” is what i say when i’m sober 

when i’m trying to be law-abbiding citizen 

when i’m trying to be what everybody want

when i’m trying no to be. so me. 

                                                                              -the kook

[chanalogy]

I’m being productive with my life TT

EDIT: this is like a year old now lmao, damn I used to draw like this? 

[la-vie-en-rose-505]

[misuhotcakes]

Do you love me still?

[jardim-ludico]

Oh and your sweet and pretty face In such an ugly way Something so beautiful That everytime i look inside

[thirdeyevisualsau]

The Kooks - Brisbane Riverstage 2015 @thirdeyevisualsau www.facebook.com/thirdeyevisualsaus