#the loser thinks

[wasabi-i]

reality isn't even a real thing. there is no such thing as the present. we are cells made of cells made of cells made of cells that create one bigger cell that is nothing but a grain of rice in this big empty space of the universe that’s what? more cells? honestly nothing matters nothing that anyone does will actually “make a change.” one day we will all forgot who martin luther king junior is, who obama is, even beyonce. why the fuck does anything matter? the only thing we were put on this earth to do is to keep our conceded fuck of a heart beating and I don't even want to do that anymore. 

[wasabi-i]

self preservation is the name of the game. that’s the whole point of this goddamn holy shitfest, right? protect your neck and watch your step and keep your sorry ass alive. keep that disgusting festering rotting selfish fuck of a heart beating. that’s all it really is and that’s all it’s ever going to be. preserve. get burned. repeat. but does it really matter? we’re all gonna deteriorate anyway. into the nothingness that is this void of what? afterlife? heaven? hell? purgatory? bullshit.