Do you ever feel like you're not supposed to be existing right now? The teeth are too round and bubus. Itchy. Like bugs that are trying to crawl out and away. Skin just feel wrong. I want to take it of, and through it into a washing machine. Or at least be able plug in a water hose to wash the space between my skin and muscle/bone. I need to dislocate all my joints. The way this body is so stiff and rigid, with everything hanging on the bones. Movement and position determined by them. It feels so wrong. Unnatural. Like I should be able to take them out the same way I can take of my clothes.
They're just so,....there. I am too aware of the eye sockets holding my eyes. The bones inside my fingers strechung out the skin. How they shape where the soft flesh is allowed to lay.
Why the fuck dose it fee to disgusting to have bones of all things? What's wrong with me
Bleh