I understand what you mean, I'm sorry for that, I say it's barrage even though I love it. It causes me emotional pain because I think about it so much. I just fret about how the scenes will pan out or the whole thing with Lydia... I'm in the middle of school and start think about how they will play it out. Like I think the main thing is that I don't know how else to phrase it, it just a lot of emotional strain but I can't stop watching it because I'm so in love with it.
Don’t think about that too much, just try to live in the present especially since, like I’ve said before, we’re still quite in the dark about contexts and what’s really going to happen in this episode. The only thing we know for sure it the resolution of the wedding storyline but that’s it.
