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I am weird and honest.

I just wanna be more honest please don't take this as me complaining. So HONESSSTTTTTTYY. Okay so I noticed two things that are...weird. Like oki not that weird, but here me out. When I am sad I get really weird. Normally someone would just think in their head 'Well this fucking sucks' but nope not your Addie. I literally and just sitting there in my saddness like. 'Man it's just grand. I love being alive and...yeah. HAPPY! I am so happy like I cannot believe.' LIKE WHY THAT'S SO ODD. I am obviously not happy and I just sit there in internal INTERNAL self denial that I am not sad. Apparently I cannot believe the self happiness I have. The second thing is mostly related to online aha. The thing is I love getting new followers to let into my life and if I ever recorded me getting a new follower I guess it would be cute (idek maybe). Although frankly while I tell you guys "Oh I'll do uh 'insert thing' after I hit 'insert number of followers I'll never get' yeah!" I really don't wanna be very popular. //crying. It's not even like I don't love you guys. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. I LOVE ALL MY FOLLOWERS I SWEAR. I just don't want the drama you WILL get with it. It's not even like a maybe thing anymore it's just a time bomb waiting to happen and I would prefer not. Which would probably make you guys question why the hell I would put myself out into the internet and frankly. I want to make people happy even if it's not even 60 followers. If I make just one you guys happy I am set and done with my mission so...yeah!

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Life Update

So I've been fine. No attacks though have been light headed here and there. You better expect more art because my best friend bought me a tablet and you know that promise I made when I told you guys about tablets and comics? I promise to keep it. But I need your opinions on things. I want to post them somewhere should I post it A. On it's own tumblr blog B. Taptastic! C. Try for Webtoons. I would love to try for Webtoons because two of my fav artists are there. //coughs Snailogy/Nightmare factory and Always Human. But I doubt they will take a novice comic stripper like me. Plus I need to figure out plot of Oanc. Kiki's Cafe is a laid back comic and BL dere highschool I dunno what to honestly do with. I might drop it on a backburner for now.

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PSA

You are valid.

No matter your sexuality or lack of, your great and sex is just up to you. No one should force you into anything that you don't want. Be proud.

Your gender is great. I love it, I don't even need to know what it is because it doesn't define you. Your still the same you. Even if you feel so unlike everything and alien like where you have no gender, your A+.

Your romancing is so cute even if there is none. You and that food still look so cute yo. Please love yourself and those you wish to.

I love you. I care about all of you even if you don't know me yet. //finger guns.

So if your upset, or feeling down send an ask or pm me directly. While you may feel uncomfortable I want to make sure your here tomorrow too, because I would be incrediably sad if you weren't.

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If your feeling bad...

I am here to support you. When I say I don't care what you are. I mean it as in I will still adore you. You all mean a lot to me even if you believe its so small. I love you all. I love getting any little message you guys send to me. I love getting a like. It shows I am doing something right. I love when I know I can make at least one of you smile. Although, if you ever feel suicidal, hopeless, or even alone. I am here. I don't mind if you anon send it to me. I will hop onto the comp just to reply to you privately. I understand how you guys feel at times. This whole week is super upsetting for me. My friend who committed suicide a year ago, just had her birthday. She would have been seventeen. I did the only thing I could think of to make it easier. I sent her a message to try and cope. So if you ever need anyone, I am here to listen. I don't mind if you come to me and tell me anything. I will try and help, because yes it is scary being alone. It is scary trying to do much in this world, but I still love you guys anyway. You guys make me want to try to be a lot better.

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Comparing my wishlist to the Game POKEMON GO

Basically I wrote out a wishlist that I felt the game should have in it. So I’m going to compare that list to the game!

One I really, really wanted a jobing system of sorts. Like breeder and many other jobs we saw in the many other games. Although I was highly disappointed when that didn’t happen. That we didn’t even get npcs for that. Just goodbye they no longer exist.

Another thing I really wanted was pokemon battles because in the games. I highly loved that feature. Now the only battles you can do are the gyms and right now that is the shakiest thing in the game. If I could play against the gym I would tell you it sucks there is no turn system nor any real indicators of them attacking. It sucks and I hope to see it improve.

Interaction with the pokemon and AR is another thing I felt would make it a bit more real. Well we did get AR which is when they pokes move and stuff, but not the way I wanted really. It’s during the catching part which makes it hard, but it is AR. Other than that we get no interaction with them. It’s kind of like “I collected twelve pikachu’s!” What can they really do with them now? Nothing. Not even battle.

Pokemon contests was another thing I really wanted because it was such a cool feature in many of the games which some players played for. So far none of that.

As of that it should show that this game has very little of the cool things they could have implemented and true to the games kind of things in there.

It doesn’t have npcs at all not even Gymleaders. Our only real npc isn’t even that. He is one hundred and ten percent scripted and he just ditches you early on. Professor Williow sucks at his job.

Then unlike any other of the games we can choose between three teams. Which from our previous pokemon knowledge is usually a group of criminals in the pokemon world who not only steal pokemon for their own gain, but also send them off to their leader to get rid of pokemon.

We don’t have dexter and now we need to feed pokemon candies because of the lack of a battling system to evolve them. The only way to get pokecoins is the gym and the gyms, stops, and pokemon are not evenly scattered. It is really poorly placed.

Other things I wanted was, if you stuck a hand in the camera view the pokemon would interact with it. You could have pokemon hold items. Customization to pokemon and/or you. Friend system. Levels and even having a new set of starters.

These things either didn’t happen or were poorly done.

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AMECAN OR AMERICAN

Me: Who for Hetalia?

Gf: I dunno.

Me: Well I kinda think we should do glasses.

Gf: America and Canada?

Me: What's that ship name?

Gf: I dunno.

Me: //writes Ameri as in america and Can as in canada.

Me: //looks at it.

Gf: It spells American.

Me: I love it.

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LiveStream Planning Sunday July, 3rd

I've been getting up super early lately so, I decided since I don't do livestreams often and I feel like no one here really knows me, I'll be doing some livestreaming over on youtube! Although I understand that everyone has really different timezones than me, I will be doing it tomorrow rather than today. So this way everyone has the ability to see it and it will be Tumblr EXCLUSIVE. I most likely will be doing over stuff as I wait and maybe even talking about anime and stuff. So this livestream is a drop in Q&A. Meaning I could be doing something you pop in pop a question and right then right there I answer it. Everyone now is probably like, "Mate the fuck gotta tell us the time." So I will be waking up at 5am MST (moutain standard time) and the stream will end roughly around maybe 8 or 9 MST. 3-4 hours of time should be enough to come in at least once. It should also be pretty decent time in europe and for most of my american brethren. So pop in tomorrow and say hi!

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Oki Guys

WE NEED ONE MORE FOLLOWER TO HIT OUR FIRST BIG MILE STONE. //coughs. It's p big oki. 50 followers //confetti canons go off. YAY!! So if we get 50 followers I'll do a raffle!!! All my followers (that are not porn bot accountss //shivers) will be preplaced into a raffle with their numbers. I will make another Text when it happens with more info and with //gasps not really but yanno. Prizes!!!! MWAH~