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[the-cauldron]

It's crazy how my opinion is asked for like without it nothing can be done and then once they have it they ignore it completely like my opinion meant nothing.

[the-cauldron]

Something that my uncle said to me the other day while I was trying to inform him that just because he thinks he's too old to do something about the issues doesn't mean he is. And it angered me that he said this.

"Bubblez, I'm just trying to make it to retirement."

I respond, "So am I, Uncle."

He kind of laughed it off but it really made me angry with him. He sat there complaining about this he can absolutely change if he'd stop acting like he's already dead.

Now, he complains a lot about his life. In fact he was complaining during this particular conversation that he hasn't done anything with his life. Which is why I was trying to tell him there's still time. He could still do something with his life.

But he won't, he told me so. Telling me it was a "young mans game", "if i were younger" that sort of crap. And I told him I still have to live here. So, I'm going to do something about the issues. He half laughed at me and said "Good luck with that."

The subject changed because honestly he's not worth my time.

I don't want the world to end just because the last generation has given up on it. That's not fair! To tell me "Good luck" when you're the ones who brought us here in the first place.

So, to my uncle and all older people who think they can't do anything about the issues now: If you have air in your lungs, if you complain non stop to generation you are trying leave a "ruined" world, then get up and do something about it!! And for the love of whatever the fuck you believe in, VOTE!~ IN EVERY ELECTION YOU CAN!!

[the-cauldron]

It's honestly crazy to me that we let professors teach others when they have no idea how the fuck to teach!!!

Some do, but the vast majority don't and that is bullshit!

[the-cauldron]

I find myself at a very weird point in my life. I've come across many crossroads, lots of forks in the road, diverging paths that lead me somewhere others cannot follow.

I know this as life, I'm not surprised by it, at least I haven't been in a long time.

I've had to say goodbye to people I wasn't ready to let go of yet and I've had to walk away from people who didn't see me for who I was becoming. It's been a journey to get to this point. Lots of self doubt, constantly wanting to give up and go back to my parents because that seemed easier than continuing to fight for myself. Many nights crying wondering what the point of all of my struggling is. I pushed myself farer then I ever thought I could go. I'm still shocked that I'll have a university degree soon.

I will have a BA in English Studies!

I have ADHD and dyslexia! And I will soon be a graduate with a 6.0 GPA (a B average). I'm not that impressive but I have impressed myself and I don't think I get I do that enough. I'm very happy with all my work so far. I'm not done. I'm taking a year and then going back for teachers college! I'm so excited to get to be a teacher, to be the teacher I never had in school.

But to get there I have to get through this weird point. I have to graduate. I'll be moving in with my boyfriend this summer. The first time I am ever fully moving out of my parents house, I won't be living with family and I'll be fully in charge of all my bills! I am freaking out a bit. Finding myself here, at this point is scary. Everything is going my way and I'm just not use to it. I'm not use to life plans working out. I didn't think I'd be able to be a teacher, but I'm so close now I can imagine how I'll decorate my classroom.

I find myself at this point where I'm finally getting what I've been working so far toward. My degree, my own place with the man I love, my own dishes, my own office... it all feels so far still but also right around the corner and I'm scared. I'm scared I won't actually reach it and I find myself trying to sabotage myself because I can't possibly have it all right? I haven't worked that hard to get here, have I? Have I done enough to be here, standing at this threshold instead of trying to climb through an open window that's ten-stories up. Have I really earned my degree, my own place, a person who loves me and have supported me through three years of long distance, my place in the world?

I want to doubt myself every step of the way because after everything I've been through the last three years... it feels like an impossibility that everything is still in tact.

[the-cauldron]

Yo, I'm kinda bad at this whole social media thing.

[the-cauldron]

I've been told I should in fact shit post. So here I am. Shit posting.

[onlybricole]

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