- I'm glad you like this place, I was afraid you didn't like it.
+ You know I love every place with good pizza and great beer.
- (He smiled) Great. I didn't want to let you down.
+ Don't worry, I don't think you could let me down.
- So... tell me about your love life?
+ You mean the lack of it? (I laughed hard)
- Well... I saw a picture of you hugging a guy.
+ That's a friend's boyfriend. Nothing going on there.
+ No. I was dating a guy, but... We were looking for different things.
We finished eating. The night went by, beer after beer, the attraction became... stronger.
- I don't understand how come a guy like you is single. I see you and I... (he looked down) I don't understand.
+ Well, I haven't found a guy I feel comfortable with.
+ Well... For example, look at us right now. I'm comfortable with you. We go out, have beer and pizza, without any stress. We laugh and enjoy the moment. That's what I like.
- I see... but you wouldn't be with a guy like me anyway.
At that moment, I became confused. What was he trying saying?
+ Ok... what is that supposed to mean?
- Well look at you Dani, you are so independent.
- No, not at all. What I'm saying is... you are the type of guy who chooses who you wanna be with. You are not going to be with someone who chooses you just because. You don't need to be in a relationship to be happy, and for some people that's weird.
+ Well... true. But I don't flirt, remember? I'm bad at it.
- (He laughed) but when you do, you are really confident.
+ (I was surprised. Did he just say I flirt in a confident way?) If you say so.
We kept drinking and letting loose. Gosh, his eyes looked so good.
- You know what? Is funny you say you feel confident with me, cause I never thought you would be with a guy like me.
- Cause... look at you. Handsome, good sense of humor, independent.
+ (I was surprised. Was he trying to tell me something?) I don't get it.
- Well... I wouldn't dare to ask you on a date. I would wait for you to pick me (He laughed)
+ (I was so confused but interested at the same time) I still don't get it.
+ No no, I really don't get. Are you saying that...
- I'm saying that... I like you. But I was never sure if you like me back. I saw your pics on Facebook, having pizza and pasta, drinking beer and all I could think of was: "I wish I was there" Cause I really wanted to be there.
I was so surprised. Did he just say he likes me?
+ I don't know what to say. Why didn't you tell me?
- Cause, again, I was waiting for you to pick me. Remember all those time I left you home, I asked you to help me pick clothes, I told you to wait for at work me so we could go home together?
- Yeah, but I always felt you did it in a friendly way, not like a guy in love with another guy.
(Did he just say, I love?)
+ Well... It was in a friendly way cause I thought you were straight, and I didn't want to be disrespectful.
+ Yes, you know me. What were you thinking?
- I thought you wouldn't be interested in a guy like me. I thought you didn't find me attractive.
+ Come one.... look at you. You are handsome.
- Dani... So... Are you saying you would chose me?.
So... this was the moment of truth. The guy I've liked for a long time just asked me if I would chose him.
+ (I paused for a moment) Yes. I will chose you.
- Fuck... really? (His eyes looked brighter that usual, and his smile was... perfect)
+ No doubt (I smiled, shamelessly)
(He leaned forward and kiss me. Gosh... what a kiss. So real, so... perfect)