#thedarkenedrose

[cindxrfall]

The last and super late gift art for the @rwbysecretsanta​ 

For @thedarkenedrose, your original secret santa had to back out very last minute and I had quite a few problems on my end as well. There was supposed to be a second part, but I think you’ve waited long enough for this.

Thank you for being so patient, enjoy?

[thedarkenedrose]

"I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone I long for that feeling to not feel at all"

[thedarkenedrose]

A Nervous and Shy Rose

I haven’t really done an “out of the closet” post in a long time… But after recent events that involved my actions, I felt it would be… well something that can help those I care about understand me more…

I tend to forget that I’m just a nervous person. This comes to realization when I date someone… I can’t really be romantic because I’m nervous of fucking up somehow. And somehow… I still fuck up by the actions I’ve been making this year. I ended up making friends pissed… especially the ones that I’m closest to. Some of them are going through depression and my actions just seem to make things worse. I don’t want to be the root cause of worsening my friend’s depression. The only way I can be helpful… or even give a sliver of hope to them… is just by doing this… typing out digital letters and linking a video of music that helps me through hard times.

I’m sorry for fucking up sometimes this year… all I just want is for you to be happy and not deal with someone like me. Like I said before… I’m just a nervous person… I can’t really do face to face. I just… suck at it. But I still want to help… and have your back. I just want to let you know that I’ll do anything that I can to help you be happy and enjoy the great things in life. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=SQWfIlTVolk

This is the part where you listen to the song I linked.

[thedarkenedrose]

Man, good thing I didn't announce me taking a few commissions this weekend. My internet has been out since Thursday and it's not coming back up til Monday. Though I think I will take fanfic commissions sometime this week or next week. It's going to be my first time so it might be like 2 or 3 commissions that I'm taking. Pricing and other info will be available when the time comes.

[sakura-fraust]

Hello! How's your day going for ya? :D

Hey! :D

My day is okay, though my back hurts cause I slept on it ALL NIGHT like an idiot lol I’m thinking of working on something, but idk what... I have two things for Yang I need to work on (one of which I could honestly finish in a day if I actually focus for once), or I could work on art...

Idk lol I’ll figure it out XD

[sakura-fraust]

Yes... I noticed the "kink night" and... 0_0 wow... that really was something. How do you not get phased by the asks? You have some serious courage.

Eeeeeh I’m just.... used to it? I like to be very open about everything, and my lovers managed to purge any shame I had about my kinks and such, so talking about them doesn’t bother me at all, it gives people an interesting insight on me, my taste in women, and what gets me going lol

[sakura-fraust]

Hello! This is my first ask so... how are you on this fine evening... o-or day, whatever time it is for you when you read this ask? (Sorry for my nervousness >__> )

Awww hello! No need to be nervous! It’s night where I am! Past 11pm lol My night has been... interesting, thanks to “kink night” and some eager anons lol

[tovanori]

Your want for sinigang is too great skire! D:

SINIGANG IS THE BEST