Does anyone else feel like they are getting stuck in an endless circle of similar events. Every day it's the same thing, the same routine. Go to school, sit through classes half asleep actually wanting to die, then going home after a long day of hard work and doing more hard work. The only differences in my days are how late i'll go to sleep or how badly i can embarrass myself that day at school. Honestly the only things keeping me alive right now is music, food, and my friends. Friends are supposed to be the ones that can make you smile or can relate to you on that level of depression that i think we all have. If you don't feel that way, life is too short to hang out with people that bring you down. i don't know how this excerpt got to this point of me complaining about my misery to teaching life lessons, but moving on. My point at the end of all of this is life sucks a lot sometimes, but you don't know what the future is going to be like. For me, for example, i'm holding on to the thought of college, the excitement of being on your own, meeting new people, and undergoing new experiences. https://anonymousrealitybl.wixsite.com/reality