Well, I've decided there's no going back, I normally give up on things half way trough but I'm not giving up now. I've been looking at Wicca, witchcraft and have decided that yes it is what I want to do, my mind is made up and I'm happy with the outcome. I've toyed wih the idea for a few months now but since my book of shadows book (empty ready to start this journey) I've decided I will follow it through. So I'm gonna work of filling my head with knowledge and filling the book to, with many different things such as spells, herbs, meanings, anything to do with my new path! I'm very excited and I actually feel happy :) I think you have to have seen the dark to be able to see the light.