Jan 15, 2019
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Instead of being in college, I have a life threatening brain tumor and I have to work my ass off to be able to afford my surgery despite suffering from social anxiety/depression. I had to go to the doctor that I could afford who said it's just migraines and they run in my family and I'll be fine. Another doctor blamed it on my mental illness. Now, my life is on the line and I can't afford the surgery to save my life on top of having to pay my rent, medication and student loans back from being out of school for longer than 6 months. I fear for my life and none of my jobs offer any sort of health coverage. And since I'm so young, I can't get approved of any loans because I don't have credit built up. My only living parent has horrible credit and can barely afford to live as it is. I am too poor to live and my president of my country is more focused on immigration than the actual people already in the country. I'm too embarrassed to even tell any of my friends about what is going on and I'm lying to everyone in my life and one of my biggest fears is that I'm going to die and not be able to live the life that I have been trying so hard to work for.
I don't know how to talk to people anymore. I feel like once they see your illness, that's all you are, but I am more than what's killing me, I am a human, a person, and I'm still me, I just need a little extra love not distance. Death is terrifying but dying alone is just pathetic
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