#thekzdilla

[screamcorn]

thekzdilla replied to your post: ready to kill myself

U okay buddy

slightly more mentally stable now, thank you

[mlkovich]

i was tagged by @skibasyndrome, thank you <з

1. What was the most fucked up dream you’ve ever had? 

so me and my family were on a beach and then there’s like a tsunami and i try to hold on to my brother and sister but i just can’t save the two of them so i have to chose and i had this dream for a couple of times in my life and it fucks me up every time

2. Do you still have some of the ideas of your future you had when you were 10?

yeah, i still want a big happy family with like at least 3 kids(cliche? maybe, but i mean what can i do :D)

3. If you could erase one thing from your mind, what would it be? 

maybe when i was bullied because of my stupid jealous ex by the whole school 

4. Is there anything in your life you would have done differently and how do you think it would have effected who you are today? 

the night before my dad died he told me that he was sorry and i didn’t understand that he said it because he knew he’s gonna die soon, so i just said smth like ‘it’s okay dad don’t worry let’s just try to sleep tonight’ and that’s was our last conversation. so if i could i’d say him that i’m sorry for every stupid thing i did or said and i love him so very much, because the fact that i didn’t say those things is just eating me alive for almost a year and i hate myself so fucking much that at one point i started to hurt myself again. so maybe if i could’ve done it, everything would be better.  (is is selfish? idk)

5. What was the last thing you’ve read that really changed the way you see the world? 

the god delusion by richard dawkins

6. What is the one thing you crave the most right now? 

love and appreciation lmao but tru tho

7. Last concert you’ve been to? 

fall out boy

8. Are you happy with where you are in life right now? If no, where would you like to be? 

no, i’m not. i wanna move the hell away from this country and have a stable relationship (yeah idk why but lately i wanna be in a relationship so bad)

9. Has there ever been a time where you drastically changed someone’s view on life/you/the world/anything? 

yeah, actually it happened a couple of times

10. What was the happiest moment of your life? 

i have this one childhood memory from when i was like 4 or 5. but it was right before (maybe like a couple of months before) my parents divorced. so me and my mom were just casually watching tv and when my dad came home and surprised me with like 10 toys or smth and all three of us played for a couple of hours and honestly this memory makes me feel so warm inside 

11. If you could relive any memory for the rest of your life, what would it be?

maybe the one i just told idk

sooo here are my questions:

1. who is your hero?  2. your guilty pleasure?   3. what or who has Influenced you most? 4. if you could bring one fictional character to life, who would it be and why? 5. what’s your fondest childhood memory? 6. do you have any pets?  7. your favorite song at the moment?  8. do you have christmas spirit and do you like this time of the year?  9. biggest pet peeve? 10.  what do you define as a family? 11. would you like to travel back in time or to the future and why?

i tag: @thekzdilla @scullyanderson @kyloxrens @tomdelongue

[burnpianoislandburn]

Congrats on making the list!!!!! Id make u cake if I could

thank you!!!!!!!! it actually feels like an honor i have so many new people to follow thanks to it lol

[fufucat]

That moment when you're at work and then your best friend shows up just to say hi and give you a hug!

[beesmygod]

Idk man I think gaga was shaky at first but killed it ultimately

i know for a fact shes an incredible lounge singer so why she chose the scratchy warbling over her uh, actual voice, was bizarre. it was obviously affected and badly so

[quotesfromlibros]

But that's always the way; it don't make no difference whether you do right or wrong, a person's conscience ain't got no sense, and just goes for him anyway.

Mark Twain, Adventures of Huckleberry Finn

[qwertyprophecy]

Werepixel

@thekzdilla requested Stiles from Teen Wolf. I know next to nothing about Teen Wolf (it’s got werewolves, right?) so here’s this striped hoodie dude google images threw at me.

Plus a werewolf that probably doesn’t look anything like the show’s werewolves. It just looks thoroughly disappointed in Mr Stripy Shirt.

[haroldstitties81]

Fuck marry kill: drake, o'shea jr, Zayn

fuck: drake

marry: oshea jr 

kill: zayn i will end him #rip

sleepover saturday