Author: bigblackdog
Rating: Mature
Word Count: 10,080
Era: Post-Deathly Hallows
Summary: After the war Remus drags his battered trunk and his battered heart back to number twelve Grimmauld Place.
Comments: Oh, this was absolutely beautiful. Haunting and heavy in the beginning, but leaves you with a light, freeing feeling by the end. Gorgeously written and brimming with emotion.
Remus is almost forty, but he still keenly feels the impossibility of his crush on Sirius Black. The impossibility never went away, not with the lover he wasn't supposed to love anymore exiled, not with the lover he was finally allowed to love again imprisoned. He never grew out of the impossible patience of his queer adolescence; his entire adult life has been spent waiting to be allowed to love, entangling himself in the impossibility of it.