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*sees Cardlin audio update* ooh Cardaoke! 

*looks at clock…3:30 am* LET’S DO THIS

so this is me singing City of Stars with the amazing Cardlin of CardlinAudio. I admittedly havent watched the movie, but I do know the song.

hope you guys enjoy :D

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A rare moment of fixing up myself and liking the outcome.

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Death

The thought of it scares me. Well no not really, I have fully accepted that everyone dies. It’ll be fucking painful but it happens. It’s the natural order of things..like i know people die.

What I am scared about is what comes after. Do we get reborn? The afterlife. The uncertainty of it all is what scares me. Is there something after we die? Or do we get reincarnated?? What happens?? It scares the fuck out of me not knowing.

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Im the type of friend that will send you random dog photos i see on the net just because I know you like them and you mentioned it to me in passing....

BUT IM TOO SHY.

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I totally have a love/hate thing with romantic/erotica novels. IT MAKES ME YEARN. STAHP SELF STAHP.

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I might be quite intoxicated... I really should stay away from my phone.. BUT I AM DRINKING ALOOONE HHAHAHAAHA.

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So this is what being ghost(-ed)? feels like.. Or somewhat being ghosted. Hahaha. Ofcourse. I shouldnt have expected a lot right? We met on TINDER FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. But dude was nice and actually fun to talk to lol. Oh well. Ill give it 2 more days. If not.. well ill just confront the dude. Seriously. Why is ghosting someone a thing? How immature can you people get and not just tell the person youre seeing that YOURE NOT INTERESTED ANYMORE. This sucks. I hate it. Also probably culture difference on what dating is supposed to be? Probably. I HATE IT.

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I currently want to make pancakes. But but... there's someone in the kitchen. 😭😭😭 Self why are you like this.