#thephandemonium

[muketastic]

highlight the things that are true about you then tag 10 people

i was tagged by @haggardhowell :)

I’m in high school I am in college/university I’ve graduated college/university I like my job I’ve worked a job I’ve hated I’ve never had a job I am shorter than 5’5″ I wear glasses I have a tattoo I have more than one tattoo I don’t have tattoos but I want some I’m vegetarian I have allergies I’m self-conscious about my body I’m sarcastic when annoyed I’m shy I’ve been called over-emotional I have a strange sense of humor I’m atheist I have red hair I have blonde hair I dye my hair regularly I wear a piece of jewelry at all times I am an only child I have more than three siblings I have a niece I have a nephew I’ve failed a class I couldn’t choose a favorite song I can speak two or more languages I’ve hugged someone in the last 24 hours I’ve kissed someone in the last 24 hours I have a best friend(s) I’ve known my best friend for more than 10 years I have met a friend from the internet I’ve kissed someone of the same sex I’m in/have been in a long distance relationship I’ve had a one night stand I’ve been dumped more than I’ve dumped someone I’ve cheated on someone I’ve met someone famous I’ve been out of my home country I’ve broken a bone I’ve spent more than six hours straight online I’ve done volunteer work I’ve won a prize at school I have friends who are married I have friends who have children of their own I have been in a wedding party I’ve ridden in a limousine I am a morning person I am a night owl I like anime I like Disney movies I like comedies more than action films I like action films more than comedies I always order dessert I hate fast food I can’t cook I enjoy puns I enjoy being alone I read for pleasure I don’t play video games I believe in ghosts I believe in aliens I enjoy conspiracy theories I’ve been somewhere considered ‘haunted’ I’ve stayed up all night for no reason I’ve had a Skype call with more than four people I can’t keep secrets I’m good with children I’ve cheated on a test I am wearing something green right now I am wearing something yellow right now I am wearing something purple right now I’ve never tried alcohol I’ve had alcohol while underage I’ve played a drinking game I’m scared of snakes I’m scared of heights I’m scared of spiders  I’m scared of clowns I collect stamps I collect comic books I keep old bus/train tickets I have more than three keyrings on my keys I don’t know the words to my national anthem  I’ve been to a professional sports game I’ve had my hair cut in the past month I’ve cosplayed  I can’t swallow pills I miss someone right now

i tag @yelyahash @fairlydoubted @miraclelester @thephandemonium @forevermashton @lovingluke @rusticalum @grumpylukes @popunkash @independentassbitch

[muketastic]

answer the following questions and tag 20 people

i was tagged by @savages-heart-muke and @niall-icious :)

how tall are you? around 5′4 i think

what color and style it your hair? nothing extraordinary, just straight n dark brown (which reminds me i should get a haircut soon)

what color are your eyes? dark brown

do you wear glasses? yup

do you have braces? not yet, i still need to get an x-ray n shit lol

what’s your fashion sense? ripped jeans, loose cropped tops, halters, etc (or jus a sweater n leggings when m lazy)

do you have siblings? two sisters, two half brothers n one half sister

what kind of student are you? the one who survived the quarter without reading or buying the book they were taking up in literature class

what are your favorite subjects? math, computer, pe (bc im exempted lol)

what are your favorite tv shows? friends, how i met your mother, adventure time, modern family (i dont rlly watch a lot of tv anymore)

what are your favorite books? divergent series, hunger games series, idk

what’s your favorite past time? internet, sleeping

do you have any regrets? a lot from last year, maybe a few from this year

what’s your dream job? im not sure yet, but i’d prefer if it’s something related to being on the internet the whole day

do you want to get married? someday

do you want kids, and how many? idk

how many countries have you visited? three (hong kong, singapore, japan) but four if you count where i live lol

what’s the scariest dream you’ve had? i can’t remember

do you have any enemies? idk

do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend right now? nope

i tag @yelyahash @fairlydoubted @miraclelester @thephandemonium @haggardhowell @forevermashton @lovingluke @rusticalum @911hemmo @to-all-the-rejects @in-search-of-castaways @popunkash @lukeybee @popecalum @absolutemichaeltrash @mukehug @summe-rain @independentassbitch @ughood @baroquecalum :-)

[muketastic]

put your music on shuffle and answer these questions, then tag 10 people

i was tagged by @popunkash​ and @ughood :)

title of the first song describes how you feel: youth by troye sivan

second song describes your love life: disconnected by 5 seconds of summer

third will be played at your wedding: she looks so perfect (acoustic) by 5 seconds of summer

add “in my pants” to the title: something’s gotta give in my pants by all time low

will be played at your funeral: teddy pickers by arctic monkeys

is your theme song: save rock and roll by fall out boy featuring elton john

will be played when you think of someone: tidal waves by all time low featuring mark hoppus

i tag @yelyahash @fairlydoubted​ @miraclelester​ @thephandemonium​ @forevermashton​ @to-all-the-rejects​ @in-search-of-castaways​ @911hemmo​ @rusticalum​ @lovingluke​

[likhaless]

so, I have an older brother that’s a decade older than me

Let’s call him Elliot, for privacy purposes and all that. Now, I don’t see Elliot as often as I used to which is understandable since he’s in his late twenties and he has a job and all.

We barely see each other and our age gap is just– dude. So you would think we wouldn’t exactly be really close.

Buuuuuddy you’re so wrong. Kinda. Decide for yourself.

Just a while ago, Elliot and I were in the car (he was driving and I was in charge of the music as usual). You see, we are quite different people (he’s more aggressive than I am whereas I can be a stone cold bitch who shoots glaciers out of her finger) and our age gap is well, big, so we never really end up talking about very deep things a lot. Our conversations are usually just us making jokes, complaining about our parents, him explaining shit to me while he gets frustrated at how much of a “millennial” I am and occasionally, we have conversations where I end up crying on his shoulder.

However, Kanye started playing. We were just rapping and singing along and one time during the ride, he turned to me and said “love you baby sis”. Adele was playing at that time and I choked back tears as I said “love you too”.

On our way back home, I saw Fall Out Boy on my spotify and played it since I “haven’t listened to FOB in a while. Huh”. We were on the highway. 

“Dude, I haven’t driven this fast in a while” He said out of the blue. It was true, so I laughed. When he heard Centuries playing, he looked at me for a split second and smiled.

So there we were, on the highway, with the moon up in the sky and the lights passing by in a blur all around us. I could swear I felt the speed of the car on my skin as my brother tapped (or banged tbh) on the steering wheel to the beat of the song.

I mentioned people freaking out over MCR possibly reuniting.

“But no, they were just re-releasing Welcome to the Black Parade with demos we never heard.” 

He responded with “Do you have MCR on your phone?”

I didn’t but shit, I knew that we were gonna sing and I desperately wanted to so I fumbled to turn my data on (I may have spent unnecessary money) and went to “My Chemical Romance”. 

We heard the G note and he shouted “Yes!”. For the rest of the ride, we sung songs from Teenagers (I asked him right after: “Are you scared of me?” He gave me this look and flatly said “No” as he reached into the back seat to get something. I didn’t know whether to be offended or amused.) to Helena (I was banging my head. He tried to. Cause you know, he’s fucking driving) to The Ghost Of You (I gasped and told him I remembered him and our brother playing this when I was younger. “I joke about MCR, FOB, and P!atD being my lullabies, you know.” Every line and tune was familiar to me as I saw him smile at the road ahead of us.) to Na Na Na (”Baby sis this song is fucking amazing” “Bro, I know”).

At one point, he asked “Do you have that The Weeknd song? You know, the one”. He struggled to remember the title and I immediately searched for it. 

“Can’t Feel My Face?” I read from my screen. He nodded. I let it play.

So as we were nearing closer and closer to the house, we were just singing (read as: trying to sing) along. We may have danced like one of those inflatable dancing flowy things you see in carnivals. Or groceries idk. We paused in front of the garage and our car ride ended with him asking

“Do you have your own keys right now?” I cocked my head to the side. He sighed. “Of course you don’t”. I fumbled into my bag and screamed “WAIT NO I DO” while he opened the garage door.

I went inside the house ahead of him and straight into my room. He passed by just to use the bathroom. I made some sort of sound at him as a way of saying “Goodnight”. He laughed and said “Night”.

He went to his room.

The car ride reminded me of something.

 Music isn’t just what we listen to on the radio, on our phones, our CDs, or whatever we listen on. 

It’s so much more than that.

It’s part of our lives; music intertwines people, memories, situations, events, emotions, and everything else we could possibly think of. 

I cherish these car rides so much because when I play a certain song or album or artist, I can forget that my brother and I were practically born into different societies surrounded by different people and different ideals. We experienced things differently and will continue to for as long as we live. But when a song is playing, we’re one and the same. 

These songs, albums, artists, carry so much and it’s no wonder that we can get so attached to them. 

It’s because music bridges gaps that other things in life cannot.

[muketastic]

that guacamole song by dr jean (serioso: no church in the wild by jay z and kanye)

couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

send me song recs

[softiejace]

alessandra ☆

winding alleys in italian villages, the taste of your first ice cream cone in summer, making friends laugh

[faizhang]

para kang pokemon go. parati mong sinasabi na darating ka na pero hanggang ngayon, wala ka pa rin 3

LECHE PATI NALANG POKEMON GO!!! tumigil ka wag kang maghugot tungkol sa pokemon go sa inbox ko (joke lang HAHA)

[muketastic]

I UNFOLLOWED YOU BY ACCIDENT IM ON MOBILE COME ON BBYG DONT BE THIS WAY

*middle finger emoji*