Saturday Study Day
* I will be studying all day. I don't hate this fact. * My mom is flying into MN on Sunday. I'm excited to see her; not excited for the reason she is coming. I will be having oral surgery on Tuesday :( * My 92 year old great grandmother broke her femur right below her hip joint. She had surgery (which took approximately 16 mins: what??) and is doing well. She's a tough old bird. * I talked about my ninny (grandma on my dad's side) whom passed away 8 years ago this February in therapy yesterday. I've never really talked with anyone about her passing or how precious she was to me. It involved a lot of tears. * I hate crying in therapy, but I know it's good for me. * Emotions are messy and I don't know if I can ever be truly comfortable 'feeling' them. I want to be more comfortable and I see it as a necessary step to personal growth; it's especially important for writing. Good writers are incredibly in-tune with emotions. * I sent out a snap-chat yesterday that was a picture of me with a shirt on that says 'running is cheaper than therapy' and I put a caption that said 'nothing is cheaper than my therapy'.....I sent it to a few friends. I'm not sure they really appreciated the humor. My brother replied that cocaine is not cheaper than my therapy. He's funny. * I want to start writing creatively everyday. I miss writing for the pure enjoyment of it. * Yesterday a plumber came to my apartment to fix my sink. He looked like he had emerged from the depths of a downtown dumpster and he incessantly chatted with himself as I was in the other room. Despite his appearance and the talking, he was nice. I am a little leery of the fact that he knows where I live. I don't trust people. tbh.