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Real Life Things Suck Right Now But Yeah Let Me Explain

I just wanna thank you idjits for keeping me distracted and making me laugh for a little while while everything here is just nuts and every one's all weird and sad. I don't really operate well in these conditions and I just go all quiet and search for a distraction and my family think this is highly irregular but it's my way of dealing so.

So yeah, thank you

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What Happens To Your Muse When You Delete Your RP Blog

Gideon rubbed at his eyes as he looked around the room...it wasn't very big..or well lit. He could only just make out the other walls, dark and plain, no decorations of any kind. Then, looking around more, he saw that the walls weren't the only thing empty. There was nothing else in the room either. No windows or doors, no furniture, no bed, no nothing.

He looking up at the ceiling...or where he was sure the ceiling would be. All there was up there really though was darkness that looked like it went on forever, like he had been dumped down a well or into a box that had the lid open. He was trying to to remember what happened before this, before he had been put in hit box, but could think of nothing.

Gideon groaned and rubbed the back of his head, throat thick and dry, tongue heavy in his mouth. He heaved himself up to his feet and started to really look around the room, wandering left and right, up and down. But there really was nothing else, he was the only thing that filled the space of the room. After a moment of thinking about this, he realized that meant nothing to cure the dry feeling in his mouth. He coughed and licked his lips, but that didn't help at all, his mouth was like a desert and he had nothing to wet it. Wasn't that great?

With a sigh, Gideon flopped back down onto the floor, laying out and sighing softly and staring up at the darkness of the ceiling before closing his eyes. He'd just rest here, he wouldn't get left here forever, right?

"He'll come get me later. Brodie would never leave me alone."

The man didn't know how long it'd been since he had first found himself in the room. Days, weeks...Months? It felt like forever, and with each passing day Gideon began to wonder if maybe.....had he been forgotten? Was he going to be stuck in this box for the rest of his life?

"Brodie? ...If this is some kind of sick punishment for all my shit...I'm sorry, alright? I'm sorry I talk back to you and insult the way you play video games...just come back and get me...alright?"

He reached up towards the pitch blackness above him slowly, thinking of the young man that had created him. That had given him life...a family...strengths and weaknessess and faults. Had made him human. He had been through a lot with that man and though he didn't say it all the time...or really at all, he really cared deeply for him. And to be stuck here in the dark without him hurt. It honestly made his heart throb painfully and he called out the man's name. It was soft at first, just a little whisper, but as time passed it got louder.

A few hours later, Gideon was on his knees and yelling up at the blackness, yelling as loud as he possibly could. His throat burned at the force behind each yell, the palms of his hands stung from his nails digging into them. His eyes turned pitch black...but only for a moment before going back to their normal blue...his powers starting to leave him. The man's eyes widened at this, confused as to why this was happening until the very last bit of his powers left him and he fell over onto the floor in exhaustion. He coughed and winced in pain, feeling sore all over, his healing factor the only thing that had been keeping him as well as he had been.

Now, he didn't have that. He didn't have his powers...he didn't have his sons or his lover..didn't have his father or brother..he didn't have his creator...he had nothing really.

Time ticked away at a torturous pace for Gideon now. Minutes were days, hours were weeks and days felt like years. His body was weak; the few times that he had gotten up, trying to find a possible way out of his prison had used up the last of his energy. Without food or water his now completely human body just couldn't take it. It hurt to breath, it hurt to move, hell just being alive hurt too.

Every moment that he was awake he thought about the man that left him here. The man that forgot about him. He wanted to hate him for leaving him in this way, but nothing could do it. Nothing got him to really mean it when he would mutter how much he hated his creator for leaving him in his hell. No, all he could think was how much the amazing young man had babied him. How much he had worked on making him good, on giving him purpose and personality and making sure that he was loved after the pain he had been forced to endure in the beginning of his life. He had been given so much love....how could hate someone that did all that for him?

He balled up his fists and shut his eyes tightly, trying not to cry but failing to hold back all the tears. A few slowly slid down his cheeks and he let out a shaky breath.

"...I'm sorry...for whatever it was I did....you put me here for a good reason....had to be.."

He breathed out again, a little more ragged than the last and slowly opened red rimmed eyes to stare sadly up into the inky black that he had gotten so used to.

"...Love you....you son of a bitch....be good..."

Goodbye, Brodie...

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[So...I'm up and bored and you should send Gideon some asks or something. I'm sure he'd appreciate some questions. Nothing is off limits either, just fill my box with stuff.]

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Random Fact about Muse:

Gideon can easily get hurt emotionally. And when he’s depressed he tends to draw in on himself and sulk. He had to do this daily when he had been young, not having anyone around to talk with that cared. Even though he now has that, there are still times where he forgets and just isolates himself.

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Hehe, can't pass up seeing your reaction. So, you are mine.~ Gideon C.

"You better watch what you say, Baby Face."

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. . . Unf - Gideon C.

If I saw you, I would ____:[] Run up and hug you tight (;[] Scream your name super loud![] Say hi. [x] Smile.[x] Give you a hug ♥[] Give you a high-five hand hug[] Get excited (:[] Run away.Rate:[] 1-4[] 5-7[x] 8-9[] 10+I honestly think that you’re:[x] Cute ♥[x] Attractive. (:[] Pretty ;)[x] Funny. taha[] Weird. [] Cool[] Nice and sweet (:Would I date you:[] Definitely ♥[] Of course.[] Cute, but not my type.[] Sure, why not?[] No[] Not saying.[x] You deserve better. [] Just friends.[] Maybe?!If I saw you sleeping on my floor I would:[] Put a blanket over you.[] Let you sleep. (:[] Wake you up.[] Draw a mustache on your face. [x] Ask if you’d like to sleep on the bed. (:You should?[] Be mine ♥[] talk to me more[x] Text me. (:

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{Okay so.

Updating my about/relationships pages.

If you're tagged you're already on it.

If not, then like this post and I'll add you okay good yes.}

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✧ I feel like I might regret this, but go ahead and lay it on me. - Gideon Creed. (Sorry 'bout being anon, got a bunch of other blogs with this account ^^;;)

“… Now that. Is a nice butt…”

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“Brain, you shut up.”