May 24, 2018
Watched this video so many times, just hearing my families voices in the background made me cry. The older I get the more I miss my family. Now I realize how much I missed out on growing up in America alone with no family around not able to leave the country as frequently as I wanted to. Renata turned 4 yesterday and everyone was there together at my aunts house. She was soooo happy she got a party and I was so sad I wasn’t there. I cried after I got off the phone with them cause I can’t let my grandma see me like that. Everything will be so good very soon. I love you, happy birthday mi Niña. I promise our family is doing so much so you can have the BEST life ever, including me.
