Decided to just break out of self imposed restrictions on my creativity. Sometimes being the daughter of such an awesome artist (my mother) can really get in the way of letting it out and just letting it be, however it turns out. Never really thought about how my wild and uninhibited nature as a child (drawing on walls with crayons, butter in the rug extending to handprints on the matte wallpaper (which acted as litmus paper, showing every speck) for 10 years until my father and sister died and neighbors redecorated our house, could be n impediment to my freely expressing my childlike nature through art. Thank you @stelladevoe for pointing that out. It is liberating (at Jakarta, Indonesia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cm0edRpJCUe/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=