you basically said that you want to keep letting yourself get hurt to avoid maybe hurting someone else. please think if that’s really worth it for a second.
Ugh I know, i always end up doing this and getting in with people i think i love but then don't and get bored but i don't want to hurt anyone even if it's killing me i hate it
i can't even use my own happiness as a way to motivate me and get me to do something i'm so pathetic fuck