These devils
Now that I think about it, it would make sense for you to leave me alone for two years so that when you came back, you'd have an advantage because I would not be mentally prepared. In that you were correct, I did get weaker mentally from not being exposed to “that”but I did grow a bit spiritually and that was and will be your downfall.
Know that I know what I know, I know that I know nothing and so the journey will be long. I will reorganize myself and you will not be able to do anything, i dont wish to challenge you, but i will do what i can to me and those around me even more aware and stronger than before.
My will is weak and i have no clue on how to make it stronger but i feel that i cant go back to what i used to be, that me as no place where we are. I can only so something new and since i have habits it wont be easy.
