#thesevioletdelights

[a-lil-perspective]

I just realized we’re mutuals so I’m less shy about interacting now. How are you (really)?

Awe, I’m glad you reached out, (and this goes to everybody) even if we are not mutuals, feel free to reach out anytime; even if it might take me 3-5 business days to answer.😂I’m a little unhinged but I don’t bite, I promise!

That being said: I’m doing pretty good, thanks for asking. You know. Got an important someone in my life so it’s been interesting times. I think the connection has been really good for my mental health lately. Today I’m feeling pretty bad physically, but with chronic pain/illness you know, that’s just typical for me. Lots of ups and downs days. I hope you are doing well.💜

[a-lil-perspective]

Hi, i hope this is of some solace to you even though i know personally how hard it is to feel any better despite anyone's best efforts: you're not alone and i feel exactly how you do. Not necessarily the posting, as i'm often inactive here because the tagging system isn't healthy at all for my compulsions, but the part in an answer where you said you don't feel like a whole person. I've felt that my whole life and i know how scary and sucky it is and i know how scary and sucky it is to feel so exposed. It's like you feel like pieces of something or someone i think. Anyways i'm just hoping that this is a bit less isolating

“It's like you feel like pieces of something or someone I think.”

Well put. I’m sorry you also feel this way - I wouldn’t wish that for anyone. This aching insignificance that consumes your entire being. It’s like you’re conscious but you don’t know which part is you. You don’t even know who you are. And you think, maybe you never did. Maybe you never will.

It’s really awful and definitely sucky I think.

[scarfinadrawer]

"These violent delights have violent ends And in their triumph die, like fire and powder, Which as they kiss consume. The sweetest honey Is loathsome in his own deliciousness And in the taste confounds the appetite. Therefore love moderately; long love doth so; Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow." -Romeo and Juliet, William Shakespeare . . Tbh never been a fan of the Shakespearean Tragedy of Romeo and Juliet. I love some of the content it has influenced like the 2007 anime Romeo × Juliet. I've always been a Macbeth fan because let's be honest, Lady Macbeth is ICONIC. Anyway, this book in particular has been more fun than I had thought. . . . #bookstagram #thesevioletdelights #chloegong #fantasybooks #hodderbooks #historicalfiction #books #bookrecommendations #bookstagramindia #aesthetic #romeoandjuliet #williamshakespeare https://www.instagram.com/p/CW77m7jhMAr/?utm_medium=tumblr