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[itsgeeohhh]

Thinking of you.

Could’ve been the next Hussle and Boog.

Although I guess maybe we kinda are.

[itsgeeohhh]

I watched the Glee episode where Finn dies.

My heart has always gone out to Lea Michele, who also lost the love of her life

And who now finds happiness in someone else

After all this time.

You have left me softer

In some instances

Like seeing someone lose the one they love in a TV show

Breaks my heart

Hurts my soul

Builds a pit in my stomach

And builds a dam in my throat that I do not want to release because I do not want to feel that again.

I miss you babe.

Always.

[itsgeeohhh]

4.

I have learned how to survive without you

But surviving

And living

Are not the same thing.

I can’t see what our lives would be like today

Not anymore.

I wish I had that post that said “Babe, if you’re scrolling through my tumblr, know iLoveYou.”

I remember it took you one week to find it

And I can still picture your smile when you found it.

You are still my epic love story

And I think a part of me doesn’t know how to move on while still honoring your memory

Which is probably why I self sabotage with guys

That, and because they’re not you.

Paint the skies for me tomorrow so I can know you’re okay.

iMissYou.

iLoveYou.

Forever&Always.

[itsgeeohhh]

Happy Birthday babe. I could stare at you forever.

This photo was taken from our first summer together. It’s still the best summer I’ve ever had and you’re still the greatest love that I’ve ever had. I miss you like crazy, and all my dreams are starting to come true and you’re not here. I’d prbly be texting you that I’m on my way to you right now so I could see you before I go.

I miss you 💙 and I hope you’re okay. Rest easy.

[itsgeeohhh]

September is always the hardest. This time it wasn’t ... and for that, I’m grateful.