Coming back to myself…again and again.
Waxing gibbous journal 13/11/21 “
Its been so long since I’ve had the energy to express,release, or reflect emotions. If you’re reading this and have felt like “ omg! That’s so me”, I feel you…it’s a normal checkpoint that we all gotta stop at more than once in our lifetime.
Four months full of huge events have passed, and I just realized that I haven’t been seeing that sunny side of me as clear as before. Losing the awareness, mind control, unbalanced food and alcohol intake. Resulting in an unstable health status, losing the ability to meditate. blocked body and mind. But that’s also okay, there are no constants in the world anyway :)
Coming back to myself…again and again
Awareness..one of the greatest lessons I’ve learnt, the awareness of the life rhythms that it was never constant and it will never be.
Acceptance.. accepting the fact that you might find yourself at very low point in your life, and that you might lose the energy to wrap up yourself although the way out is so familiar now to you.
Stay present and allow yourself to hibernate as much as you need, it’s okay to feel confused or lost. Don’t panic if you feel like you’re losing the ability to process your emotions. It’s okay if you can’t find the reason behind this low point right now. Just believe in yourself, and remember that you have made it through tough times a lot..soon everything will fall into place.