do you ever just watch yourself utterly sabotage any chances you have of being happy, successful, or accomplished? cause i'm pretty sure that's what it'll look like when my life flashes before my eyes.

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do you ever just watch yourself utterly sabotage any chances you have of being happy, successful, or accomplished? cause i'm pretty sure that's what it'll look like when my life flashes before my eyes.
College: How many pages of this paper can I write without opening the book?
Honestly, I think this Hawaii trip was a mistake.
I have so much to do before tomorrow and I can't bring myself to do any of it.
My hate for Olay is increasing with every ad on my Dashboard.
it's not even the product I dislike.
i'm just sick of the incessant, weak and irrelevant ads.
White
oh wow. hello okay.
White:
1. I spend a majority of my time thinking about what I want to say then chastising myself for not taking the opportunity to say it.
2. I'm kind of like a pressure cooker. In terms of the way I handle my emotions.
3. I get in these moods where I cannot process or handle things, and I feel really trapped and powerless. It happens A LOT. When this happens, I either go on my blog or doodle these crazy full page paisley pattern things (I should probably post one soon). That's the only way I can regain control.
My parents started taking bets about when I'd have my first meltdown of the semester.
Which of course causes me to have a melt down.
I wrote a poem I was proud of the moment I finished the first line.
I think this might be the first one I perform.