#theuncagedmind

[birdybro]

what te hell did you send me? lol

It’s amazing!

[birdybro]

Have you seen Deadpool yet?

I DIIIIIIIIIIID I loved it!! Mary and I watched it on Valentine’s Day :)

[birdybro]

Sassy Cassy how you been?

:D Hello!!!! I’ve been wonderful!

[theuncagedmind]

Today I let my depression win. I swore I wouldn't but somehow the darkness got in. It consumed me like the plaque. I lost myself trapped in my own head. I'm hit with everything my fears, my struggles, my past. I'm beaten constantly with suppressed thoughts I can't surpass. I try to find a way out but walls cave in tight. I'm fighting against myself this can't be right. I got to get out but there isn't a door. I scream at nothing as I fall to the floor. Is there a way out of this mess? Is this my confusing mind giving me some kind of test? I need a way to escape this. I got to get back to my bliss. "I'll do anything if you just let me out." "You are the one trapping you what's this escape talk all about." "This your mind you're in control so act like it." My mind is my worst enemy this is some complicated shit. Why can't I control the thing that knows me best.

[theuncagedmind]

I want to make some tumblr friends that I actually talk to and not just follow

[theuncagedmind]

I'm finding me. Not the version that I find at the bottom of a tequila bottle. Not the version I find going out every night drugged up on blacked out. Nor the version I have built up in my head to make myself feel like I'm me. I'm finding me that's okay that I mess up. The me that knows I'm not perfect. The me that is starting to love me again. I'm finding the better part of me and that makes me happy.

[theuncagedmind]

I always laugh to myself when people say they know me. I’m just thinking shit I barely know myself half the time.

[theuncagedmind]

Gives me chills every time I hear this. Might be a little in love with Sam Smith.