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I think all the porn bots that have been following me daily since the 11th of December all got deleted bc all my notifications for them are gone and it only says I have 7 followers. Huh. Not that I care, just a bit strange.

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So last weekend I went to this conference (collegiate what up) and there were a bunch of other colleges there of course, and I got to see some friends from high school that I haven’t seen in like 3 years. I actually saw them at the IHOP the first night because I think everybody and their brother went to IHOP the first night and it took 4 hours but anyway I saw my friend Corben and I almost started crying and then we hugged and talked for a while and I said hello to the other few people I remember but. The thing is. I was like best friends with Corben. And I haven’t felt close like that with others since I started college. Three years later and that sort of friendship we had still isn’t something I feel I’ve gotten here. And while at different points in high school I did have a crush on him, I mostly got over it to be able to be his friend more than to be jealous of the girls who turned him down (also our friends). And I miss him so much. Over the weekend I found myself crying and journaling about it. Like I even told him one night that seeing him again was seeing home to me. When I’m at school I don’t miss my parents, I miss my friendships, esp. the one with him, and it’s just not been the same since we’ve been gone and I’m still crying over it. I realized I really love him. I just want to be friends that last, but I feel weird just striking up convos with my high school friends because I feel like I’m annoying or they’ve grown past me or something. So Idk. But I miss them, and I miss him, and I would do anything to get back to a place where I could just let my friends know how much I love them and need them.

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