#they-said-it-changes

[gayblush]

whats the worst thing that ever happened to you?

the worst thing? man, this is gonna be real personal real soon so imma put in under a read more. just in case.

um, well. there was this day of school where i was feeling like shit and fibromyalgia/arthritis were acting up and i couldn’t write and i had math test that day. i was also feeling very angry bc i couldn’t… i couldn’t do anything. & i knew that if i told the teacher i couldn’t take the test, he wouldn’t believe me. so i hit my wrist against the wall until it bruised, so that i had physical evidence. which i know is messed up now.

but anyway, i told the teacher and he gave me /this look/ and i couldn’t handle it so i went to the back of the classroom and completely broke down as quiet as i could while everyone else was taking the test.

the thing is? no one noticed. no one stopped, no one asked me if i was okay. n o t h i n g.

but because i was in the back corner i was closer to one of my best friends who was taking the test, and when he’d finish he would have to walk in front of me. and when he did…. he didn’t stop.

he didn’t notice. he didn’t look at me. he just fucking ignored me.

and i was so angry and so horribly upset. 

and so all i wanted to do was confront him bc he wouldnt possibly do this to me… would he?

so after the school, i looked for him and he ignored me until i screamed and cried at his face in the courtyard of our mostly empty school, asking why he would do this.

and he just laughed and brushed me up.

i was so incredibly hurt.

but anyway, we’re fine now (i mean he didnt apologize or anything but i we’re okay like i’m not going to bring it up)

but yeah, that day… that day fucking sucked. 

[scullayitsme]

they-said-it-changes replied to your post:grazi im tryin to send u asks but this fucking...

i thought you were just being disrespectful

never babe. not to u

[somalizei]

A sua playlist é muito boa ;)

é boa né? usauhsua, Obrigado []

[scullayitsme]

they-said-it-changes replied to your post:the day my teacher randomly asked if anyone else...

this sounds like skins

super awkward and funny in a dark way?

[sordilezas]

oi, me recomenda livros?

Oi, recomendo! Você tem tempo pra gente discutir amplamente o assunto? Hahaha vou tentar ser breve.Eu gosto muito dos livros do Stephen King, então recomendo basicamente qualquer um dele. Os meus favoritos são Sob a Redoma e Desespero, mas claro que tem os mais famosos, tipo O Iluminado e Carrie, a Estranha também, que são ótimos. Eu gosto muito também de A Mulher do Viajante no Tempo, que mistura dois temas que eu amo (viagem no tempo e romance hahaha). Fora esses, qualquer livro do Markus Zusak é sempre bem-vindo (em especial Eu Sou o Mensageiro), e recentemente eu li um livro muito fofo (triste e feliz ao mesmo tempo, só lendo pra entender) que chama Extraordinário, da RJ Palacio. Indico super, traz uma mensagem linda.Enfim, esses são os livros mais tranquilos de se ler. Se quiser uma leitura mais pesada, mais intelectual, eu recomendo Laranja Mecânica ou On The Road. Ambos são ótimos, mas tive trabalho pra ler e realmente entender todo o significado por trás das histórias.  Enfim, considerando que eu ainda não li nem 0,1% de todos os livros que quero ler na vida, são esses que posso te indicar no momento!E você, quais são seus livros favoritos?

[switchlock]

Sherlock

Gah, thank you! Sherlock: Describe yourself. 

Let's see, let's see. Physically, I'm rather plain. Brown hair, almost reaches the bottom of my back. Blue eyes, kinda tall. Lazy as hell. Humongous lips that I secretly love. Laughing constantly. Follower, not a leader. Curvy. Quiet and timid. This is quickly getting out of hand, so I'll end it now =]

[scullayitsme]

they-said-it-changes replied to your post:i just got home now which means i studied 0 shit...

you are doing the best you can, try not to get stressed.

that's the problem darling i dont give a fuck

[humbuh]

arctic monkeys and cops?

yeah well apparently some fans waited in front of their tour buses and wouldn't move from their so the band/their manager had to call the cops jfc people are weird